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10 Jan 2012: Comic Fiesta 2011 REPORT!!!! -part 1-

2012-01-10T11:00:00.000-08:00

Mood: 50/50. My throat isn't feeling so good after CF~ TT____TT

Currently listening to:
> Golden Wish - Shiomaru
> Yes Your Highness - Shiomaru
> Come to Me - Shiomaru
> Starlit - Shiomaru
> Amendment - Shiomaru

> To Me, To You - Shiomaru

> Blithe - Shiomaru
> Trying With You - Shiomaru

[ALL SONGS ABOVE ARE PLAYED IN REPEAT MODE <3]

(Shiomaru's "a tribute album" is awesome~ *w* if you don't like or don't know her, then you're missing out on all the nice things in life~ O3O)

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Comic Fiesta 2011 lowered its curtains to end this year's 2-day mega ACG event on the night of 18 Dec 2011 (Sunday), leaving behind a chaotic day 1 overshadowed by a crazily awesome day 2.

Day 1, as everyone knows, is a chaotic day due to its crowd control being managed by the irresponsible KLCC management team. But stereotyping an event by just judging it on one day is just going to make all those who gave up to come for day 2 a tad bit regretful (for those who couldn't come for a GOOD reason, then it's okay~ |D). Day 2 was definitely more controlled, and although this year's 20,000 visitors' target wasn't achieved, but everyone seemed to enjoyed themselves.

As for me, I personally enjoyed both days, though day 1 was too much of a chaos, but I had MY OWN ways to enjoy both days~ LIKE A BOSS~ =w=+)

So, like last year's report, I'm seperating the whole events' report based on several categories into several different posts, just so it looks more organized. XD

(do be reminded that the pics in this posts are damn crappy, so I hereby apologize beforehand. ;w;)

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Okay, so for day 1, I woke up at 7am to get ready for the big day. |D Feeling reallllllll sleepy yet nervous and excited at the same time, I was shivering all the way to KLCC. XD

Laid out my pwetty costume on my bed. :3 this is the dress part of the costume. wearing the jacket at the venue later on. >W<

My "luggages" that I lugged all the way to KLCC. =W=

We then left the house at about 9am. Dad sent us all to the LRT station.

Damn shit late train is damn shit late, but let's not discuss on that part.

So we rode the LRT to the Masjid Jamek station to interchange to the Gombak line.

Went into the train, not bothering to look at which line we took, until suddenly I realized that we boarded the wrong line (MAJOR ORZZZZZZ)

We quickly went down at the next station and switched lines. Then we finally got ourselves to KLCC~ QwQ <3 (oh, and there were already several cosplayers in the train as well, so that's how I knew we were in the right train~ |D)

Then we FINALLY REACHED KLCC!!!! QWQ *tears of epic joy is epic*

KLCC was already packed by the time we reached there~ @@ and the first thing we did when we arrived was go to the toilet. (trust me, you don't have a single second to go to the toilet once you're changed into your costume. An experience I've faced so many times before. FML~)

Then we finally went into the hall~

my expectations for this year was really high, but when I arrived in the hall, it was then I realized that my expectations were....NOTHING COMPARED TO WHAT IT WAS. o______o

nothing compared to what I imagined is said in the picture below.

There were already THIS MUCH people at 10.30am. @@

WORSE THAN BACK IN 2010.

OTL

The ticket booth, so innocent. ;w;

Okay, so skipping the part where I go: "WTF IS THIS SHIT??? WHY IS THE LINE FOR THE TICKET LIKE SIAL THIS YEAR???? LAST YEAR WAS NOTHING LIKE THIS!!!!!!" and then I realized that it's COMIC FIESTA 2011 for goodness sake. =w=

So, I managed to skip the line and had to let my two sisters wait in the line coz I headed straight to the two-day ticket counter. (same trick I used last year, derp~ =W=)

met up with my dear imouto, Mae Yen, and stayed with her as the both of us did makeup and preparations for our characters together (although she did left me later on coz she got her pre-ordered tickets~ TTwTT)

and it was then I realized that fake lashes are hard to put on without a helping hand of someone else.

(okay, random shit. MOVING ON~)

After getting our tickets, we proceeded on to get into Hall 5, but thanx to the crapshit KLCC management, it took us 20 minutes to finally get into the damn hall. No doubt, it was CRAZY. @@

After walking in there for a while, said hi to a few peeps, we then proceeded to go out and eat since we havent eaten anything YET.

And as planned, we chose to eat at Starbucks. :3

Funny to have to walk into the place with all those foreigners looking at me like I'm all dressed up for a circus or something, but WTH. I just walked in like a boss. 8D

Ordered our stuff, and the barista at the POS was pretty surprised when I handed to her my Starbucks partner ID card. XD

and then we took some photos. :D

le me and my stroganoff beef pie & caramel cream frapp while my sis noms on tuna finger sandwich. :3

my wig is pretty messy here coz my wig cap came off while we were walking to Starbucks. ;____;

miss diva slurping on dark mocha frapp~ 8D

after lunch, we proceeded back into hall 4 to fix my falling fake lashes and my messed up wig and took another 30 minutes to get back into hall 5, all in the while missing the whole of Mikuni Shimokawa & Ceui's concert~ QAQ|||

but when we FINALLY MANAGED to get into the hall, we still got to see Ceui performing LIVE IN FRONT OF OUR VERY OWN EYES. OAO <3

Sorry for the bad photo quality, BLAME THE PHONE CAMERA. ;_____;

Mikuni & Ceui performing "Sousei no Aquarion" together~ it was AWESOME. *w*

after the concert, I proceeded to go and meet two of my besties from two different primary schools.

The first one I met was Feresthe, a best buddie of mine all the way back in standard 4 & 5 while I was still studying in SJK (C) Chi Wen in Labuan. He didn't change a bit, only thing was that he grew up A LOT. 8D Sad thing was I didn't take a picture with him. TTWTT sorry dude OTL

Then next was my bestie from my standard 5& 6 life in SJK (C) Khoon Aik in Kangar, Perlis. Her name is Sze Lan, one of the prettiest girl around I ever known. (NO JOKE PEOPLE <3) and I'm really happy to know that she also got herself involved in cosplay (sistas FOREVA~ <3)

and for her, I managed to take a pic with her~ >W<)

Me (and my sucky looks) together with Sze Lan as Louise from Zero no Tsukaima. SHE LOOKS SO DAMN ADORABLE~ <3

walked around the place for a moment, nothing really special to look at coz feeling quite uncomfortable with the people squeezing about. Admired some cosplays for some moment, gets admired and photographed for some moment, and then I saw...

THIS!!!!

COSPLAYING AT ITS FINEST, I must say~ XD (btw, the horsehead happens to be someone that you will see in my next post~ 8D)

le my sister posing for the cam with the cat and the horsey~ she wanted to take a pic with the doggie though~ XD

and the rest of the day practically went down with me doing a private (okay, maybe not SO private) shoot with my photographer from Singapore, Jeremy, who happens to be the official photographer for our Fujoshi High School group back in CF2010. The pics from the photoshoot will be uploaded soon after I managed to download the file he sent to me~ ;w;

Went back home by 7pm (thank God for TouchNGo cards, I now deem them as livesavers~ 8'D) and everyone was DROP DEAD TIRED. @@

Meanwhile back at home, Mickey suddenly took an interest in cosplaying by cosplaying an unusual character.....

A BEAR. 8D

the bear hat was actually bought by my neechan at one of the booths at the price of RM45. Not bad for a really nice hat. 8D

le Mickey posing for the camera. *photogenic style FTW*

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Ahh, well, that's it for the report on day one. :)

sorry for the delay in posting up the reports. With my busy work schedule and all, it's really hard for me to find a time to sit down in front of the computer the whole day and update my blog. And by reading this, you can expect the next two posts to be arriving late sometime soon. IDK when, but I know it won't be as lightning fast as I used to do last year. ;_____;

anyhows, back to bed for me. Work is on for me again tomorrow.

SEE YA!!!! XOXO~

10 Dec 2011: CF2011 is 7 days to go!!

2011-12-09T09:27:00.000-08:00

Mood: WHAI THIS COMPLEX FEELING IN ME~~ Q_______Q

Currently listening to:
> Corruption Garden - Luka Megurine
> Meltdown - Rin Kagamine
> Himitsu Keisatsu - Miku Hatsune
> Cantarella - Kaito Shion
> Madness of Duke Venomania - Gakupo
> Butterfly on My Right Shoulder - Len Kagamine
> Green Green ~Midori Mushi~ - Gumi ft. SONiKA
> Daughter of Vengeance - Meiko Haigo

(VOCALOID awesomeness <3)

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I know I shouldn't be mentioning this to those who are not ready yet, but I just can't help but scream out loud...

COMIC FIESTA 2011 IS IN SEVEN DAYS, PEOPLE...

SEVEN DAYS!!!!!!

The biggest ACG event in Malaysia to date is celebrating its decade year-old awesomeness with loads of awesome activities lined up specially for EVERYONE. And with its decade year-old celebration held in the biggest event venue to date, which is in Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre (to those of you who don't know where, it's the 'little' convention hall just outside the two tall corns~ |D just so you know~), they're expecting the number of attendees this year to skyrocket all the way up to 20,000 people (or at least that's what I think they're expecting~ XD since last year was already a staggering 11,000+ attendees~)

To find out more about what's in store for this year, check out their promotional video~ :D

Loads of awesome activities this year to look forward to, and plus, special guests are in line up as well!!! >W<

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Well, of course, for my ownself as well, I'm really excited for the event to finally take place, but at the same time I'm just freaking out. O____O;;;

maybe it's the fact that I'm just a tad bit TOO excited for the event. |D

Though I'm already (quite) ready to face the event, with my cosplays already all set and ready to be showcased, but there's just always this insecure feeling that surrounds me, telling me that I think I'm still missing something and I'm not exactly ready for the event yet. o_____o;;;

I think it's the budget preparation that's making me go all nutso.

and yes, after listing out (I think) almost everything that requires my dimes, I'm feeling a little lost now. >A<

But I hope I can sail through the event smoothly and have fun for the event~ :3

it's only my second time attending Comic Fiesta anyway. And I love it. <3

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Oh yeaa, as promised, I will tell all of you my cosplay plan. XD

Well, earlier this year I had plans to do about....4 cosplays? For the span of two days of course. But along the way, so many problems aried, so I'm left to do only ONE character for the span of two days.

BUT OF COURSE, I shall not disappoint anyone.

For I shall be doing a rather "grand" version of this character for the first time ever in my 1 year plus cosplay history.

I shall be cosplaying as....

MIKU HATSUNE, HIMITSU KEISATSU @ SECRET POLICE VERSION!!!!

\(>W<)/

first time ever forking out over RM200 for a costume, so I'm hoping that it'll be a hit in the event (just...hopefully~ |D).

The costume I bought was from this particularly famous cosplay shop known as YuYiCos, or YuiCos, or YYCos, the shop famously known for it's awesomely detailed designs of their costumes. <3

So yea, I'll be looking forward to wearing it on CF day one and day two. :3 <3

So, if you will be attending Comic Fiesta 2011, keep an eye out for a straight-haired and YYcos costume Miku Himitsu Keisatsu girl paired with a Gumi on day 1 running around all over the place like an idiot on both days. :3 <3 That shall be yours truly. XD

In return for wanting to take two days off from work to attend Comic Fiesta, I'm gonna have to sacrifice the whole week and work without a day off until after Comic Fiesta. I was thinking of doing a whole load of overtime the whole of next week to make it up for taking two days off for CF. |D

Just give me two days off for CF, and I promise I'll be a nice girl for the rest of my working barista days~ <3

Speaking of which, I has work tomorrow, so I has to go offline now. TTwTT

So here I am, off to offline now. :3

BYE ALLZ!!!! <3

22 Nov 2011: Love you for A Thousand Years...

2011-11-22T08:25:00.000-08:00

Current mood: Too tired til I don't feel sleepy or even have the appetite to eat~ :/ hurrmmmm, something's wrong with my body nowadays~ TTATT

Hey there, everyone!! :D
Here I am, at night, blogging again. I have no life, I know orz

But I'm trying my very best to blog as frequent as I can to keep everyone updated with my life (as to those who actually keep up on what I do everyday, I thank you very much~ ;w; <3)

I'm not much of a Twilight novel fan, but I do watch the movie~ :D (I skipped "Eclipse" though.... TTwTT)

and with the new upcoming Saga, Breaking Dawn part one, releasing VERY soon, all Twilight Saga fans are now in the Twilight frenzy mood, which includes yours truly~ ;)

And of course, yours truly is also on the hunt for new nice songs from the Breaking Dawn saga soundtrack, and here I found, AT LAST, an epicly beautiful song, epicly suitable for Breaking Dawn.

A song brought to you by the one and only awesome Christina Perri~ :3

Maybe there's alot of you out there have already heard of this song, and also loads of you out there who haven't. Nevertheless, it's worth for me to share the song here for you to enjoy and to LOVE.

No need to post lyrics here or else you'll miss out on the awesomeness of the video~ |D

or if you DO want the lyrics, here's the official lyric video of "A Thousand Years"~

the lyric video is equally epic as the original video, so with this video you can enjoy this epic song while singing along to it~ :3

(all videos belong to their respective owners, I OWN NOTHING!!! >n<)

So, well, ENJOY!!!

*inlovewiththesongface.jpg*

21 Nov 2011: Iratella Catena @ GAMP 2011

2011-11-20T22:59:00.000-08:00

Current mood: Yeah, sleepy, but I CAN'T SLEEP. =w=

Currently listening to:
> Diamond Crevasse ~end of triangle~ - May'n
> Pink Monsoon - May'n
> Scarlet Knight - Nana Mizuki
> Love You Like A Love Song - Selena Gomez
> Just Be Friends - Luka Megurine

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Yea, I know, GAMP 2011 was almost one month ago, but since internet at my house was down for a few weeks, so, yea, I only get to upload it NAO~ >W<

This wasn't a planned photoshoot actually. It just so happened that Hanatsu bought the sword from one of the booths there, we both happened to cosplay as Iratella and Hainexia (which, yea, only like a FEW people knows that we were cosplaying as Iratella and Hainexia, and we only happened to cosplay as them because we were kinda lazy to do fancy cosplays. Very troublesome. |D) and we just thought of doing it for fun. :3

and all of a sudden it just turned out to be, well, PRETTY NICE. 8D

Though some looks kinda...weird...but, well, I like 'em. :3

Iratella Catena Vongola Sword photoshoot

GAMP 2011 @ IMU Bukit Jalil

Photographer: Michiru

Make-up: Hanatsu

Props (sword): Hanatsu

Edits: yours truly~ ;)

Mai favourite shot of the day~ >W< <3

Fierce eyes are fierce~ *staressss*

I carry the burden from both the Vongola and the Catena family, and this sword is the symbol of the two family's bond.

MY THIGHS ARE BIG!!!! TTATT

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at the event venue, they prepared a little small set that is Halloween-themed for us to take some pictures there (note the spider cobwebs on the background~ |D)

Edited these as well to give the studio-like effect~ *w* -proudface.jpg-

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Well that's about it then. This is the last photoshoot that I'm having until Comic Fiesta 2011. Have to cut down on my photoshoots for now coz i have to work and I don't have time for it~ |D

My new costume has arrived last week~ (THANKS DOUJI!!! >W< )
gonna post up pics of my pwetty new costume when I have the time~

til then,

BYE ALLZ!!!
(and I'm sick again.... TTWTT)

19 Nov 2011: Alone again, but not lonely~

2011-11-19T12:14:00.000-08:00

Current mood: DAMN SLEEPY~ =w=

Currently listening to:
> Back to December - Taylor Swift
> Scarlet Knight - Nana Mizuki
> Inori ~You Raise Me Up~ - Lena Park
> Party Rock Anthem - LMFAO ft. Lauren Bennett & Goon Rock
> Take Over - Mizz Nina ft. Flo-Rida

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I always knew in my mind and my heart that this day would finally arrive. And I always have been wondering and imagining how does it feel like, how would I react, how would I accept it in every way.

And when it finally ACTUALLY arrived, things weren't as how I thought it would be.

Yeah, I'm talking about me being single again.

And yes, it's totally different from what I actually imagined it would be.

I always thought that breaking up with a guy would be hurtful and I will be crying my eyes out til I could cry no more. I always thought that I would go through depression and think of ending my life just like that.

But I was wrong.

I was actually much happier, in a sense that although we are no longer in a relationship, but we are still happy to be friends.
At least that's better than having to tolerate a rather annoying boyfriend (an honest POV of mine, thank you very much~ :D)

At least right now that I'm single again, I'm not lonely, as I have loads of other things in life that can help me forget about this problem. :)

For example, my family, friends, and my cosplay. :)
They always help me get through the day.

and speaking of day, it's damn LATE LATE LAAATEEE at night, I need sleep, and I need to go to work tomorrow.

Starbucks for the WIN!! :D

Good night, fellow netizens~ :)
(AND I MISS BLOGGING!!!! o[>w<]o)

17 Oct 2011: Silence's Confessions

2011-10-17T01:13:00.000-07:00

Mood: 50/50. I have my reasons to be happy. And I have my reasons to be extremely angry now. >:/

Currently listening to:
> Double Lariat - Luka Megurine
> Glow - Celestial Chorus (cover version, original by Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK)
> Time Well Spent - Tom Felton

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Honestly, I know most of you who knows me in real life would know that I'm someone who rarely confesses what I really feel on the inside. (not just feelings for someone, but problems and all~ =___=) Except for when I'm with my besties, but sometimes I don't even tell them what's my problem.

So instead, I turn to Facebook and Twitter, in hopes that someone's words would help me ease my problems.

And sometimes when things doesn't turn for the better, I would resort to my trustee ol' blog of mine. :)

A place for me where everyone can read and hopefully understand what I'm trying to get off of my chest. :/

For one instance, I seriously don't understand why my mom loves to compare my previous and current workplace. It's as if she's condemning Starbucks or something, seeing it as a place where I don't get paid for working there.

And she obviously just doesn't understand the reason why I quitted my work in BarBQ Plaza and chose Starbucks instead of others.

I quitted my job from BarBQ Plaza, not because I think the workload there is too much for me. Instead, I quitted from there because the kind of tasks they offer to me is just unsuitable for me. Not only it's unsuitable, but it's also where I had to do like, 2 or 3 tasks on my own and the others won't even bother to help me. The seniors are just plain cocky. They just scream at us juniors in hoping that we would finish up their work for them. Okay, so I'm not saying that because I hate them or anything. I don't hate them, but it's just the truth in everyway. Honestly, they see me as someone who doesn't talk back or scold back at anyone when they ask me to do this do that every second and another. I honestly respect them, really, but screaming at us, asking us to do this do that is just not the right way to deal with us who barely worked there for a week or two.

If compared to Starbucks, it's completely different. Though we newbies do make mistakes, but they don't scold us or humiliate us in front of the customers like in BarBQ Plaza. Instead, the partners in Starbucks will help us correct our mistakes. They don't scold us for no necessary reasons. :/

One more reason I resorted to Starbucks was because the approach to the customers used is WAYYYYY different than in BarBQ Plaza. One of the reason is because in BarBQ Plaza, I'm faced with a challenge of having to speak in Cantonese with the customers.

It's not that I don't want to learn to speak in Cantonese, but I just can't cope with it. ;w;

Starbucks, to me, is a more suitable working environment for me in every way. The pay for part time waitress in BarBQ Plaza may be more than in Starbucks, but honestly, I love it in Starbucks because, well, it suits me really well. :)

And since I'm still in the part time position, so I'm actually quite free to arrange my weekly schedule as I wish in the condition that I work for at least 4 days a week.

And right now, given that it's semester break for most of the part time partners, the schedule is currently full and they've got no where to fit me in except starting from this Thursday.

When I told this to my mom, she was furious and said that maybe they didn't want me to work with them anymore and I should've just stayed working at BarBQ Plaza.

HELLO????

I can't continue working at BarBQ Plaza because you don't know that I was THIS CLOSE to be in need of a back surgery if I didn't quitted from there. My back was paining like hell because of the almost-13-hour-a-day nonstop of painstaking work and I couldn't even tell you a word about it because I know that you'll just say this back to me: This is how life works. You'll have to suffer at first before you can succeed in the end. A little pain like this won't hurt.

I know that you tend to have backaches and all like how I felt back when I was still working in BarBQ Plaza, but if you were to be in my shoes, running around the place like a mad chicken for the whole day, from 10am-12am, I bet you would rather stay at home. :/

Nevertheless, I will prove to you that choosing Starbucks as my work place was a right decision and I will prove to you that they are not as selfish as you think they are. I have a right to decide what's right for my life when the time comes, and I'm reckoning that the time is now.

I hope that my mom and dad is able to understand this and not demotivate me with their words. Honestly, whatever they said to me today just made me want to go back to work even more, but unfortunately, for today, they can't insert me into any part of the schedule, so yea. TTwTT

Anyhows, I just want all of you to know that I never regretted quitting from BarBQ Plaza and choosing Starbucks as my working place for the long run, because I believe that Starbucks IS the place where I can truly see where my potential in business lies. :)

(and honestly, Starbucks is from America, and its line in business is bigger, so why compare it to something so small like BarBQ Plaza? It's not like anyone from America knows it anyway. =n=)

Okay, I'm done with my rage....

at least for now~ XD

I'm thinking that since I won't be called in for work from today til Wednesday, I wanna go hangout at Starbucks with my friends and just, you know, support me SBUX partners, because they're one more reason why I truly believe I can be working there for the long run. ^w^

I see myself even choosing Starbucks over being a civil engineer as my career. I don't know why, but that's just what I'm seeing from now on. *_____*
Oh well, but we'll never know where life will lead us, right?

And I've learnt to be grateful. Grateful that Starbucks is willing to accept me as part of them to make their experience for the customers better. ^____^

Okay, honestly, my rage ends here....

tired from being angry the whole day~ @@

So, I'm gonna recide my anger today by doing something else now.

See y'all soon, fellow netizens!!! <3

Til then...

and you should too~ ;)

16 Oct 2011: Time Well Spent is All I Need... ;)

2011-10-16T09:23:00.000-07:00

awesome enough...

TOM FELTON SINGS!!! <3

And surprisingly, he sounds real sexy~ ;)

And I actually pictured this:

After Draco Malfoy graduated from Hogwarts, he decided to kick magic aside and become a singer!!! *w*

.....okay....

so maybe that won't work in making you smile or laugh..|D

But do enjoy his song~

(and I do wish he's singing this to me, eheheee~ >w< <3)

I have no idea why, but after watching "Harry Potter & The Half-blood Prince" just recently, I'm back into the fandom world of Harry Potter again. And I also rolled around and about in my house while clutching my Harry Potter novel. |D

(does that sound like a good thing to you...? O____O)

Anyhows, will be going back to work tomorrow, so I gotta go sleep now.

NITEZ!!! <3 *hugs everyone*

05 Oct 2011: Ura-omote Lovers shoot, DONE!! :D

2011-10-05T04:45:00.000-07:00

Mood: Is not in a really good mood, coz just when I was happy to want to go to the Starbucks outlet where I work for a nice tea time to relax, IT RAINS. >:/ but I have other reasons to be happy as well. XD

Currently listening to:

> More Kiss - Fairies

> Song For You - Fairies

> Taboo Lambada - DON OMAR
> Next 2 You - Chris Brown ft. Justin Bieber

> Ai Kotoba - Miku Hatsune

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Hey y'allz!!! :D

Sorry for not updating my blog for a really long time even when I had my day off. >.<

The last time I had a day off while working in Starbucks, I commenced my original "Ura-omote Lovers" photoshoot. >w<

I commenced the photoshoot during the 5th Japanese Language Festival on 24th September that was held in my previous high school~ :D since it was in my previous high school, so I thought that it's gonna be easy since I know places around to take some really nice pics~XD

who knew it became really hard to do the photoshoots with all the 'fans' come chasing after us to have a picture taken with us. It costed us a lot of time and in the end we didn't really got as much shots as I wanted. =3= BOOOO~~

But well, among the shots we took, 95% of it was REALLY REALLY great. :D

also thanx to Hanatsu's awesome makeup skills and her props. :D And also thanx to Michiru for her growing talent in cosplay photography. <3

so, without any further delay, here are the shots for my original version of Miku Hatsune's "Ura-omote Lovers"!!!!!! OwO/ <3

*all pics will be in random order so please don't be in headache-d mode when you see them~ |D

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"Innocence is what I portray best, and it's what makes me makes you guilty..."

;)

A lot of my friends said that this was the best shot of the day~ O3O

do you agree? XD

Shot to make my hair looks as if it is flowing = FAIL. OTL

"Look through this mask, and you will find another side of me.

Dare you do that?"

Ignorance is my new best friend~ :)
(and yea, ignore that brown-coloured bag at the back there lol~ |D)

"Innocent little temptress."

;)

"Come to me, and I shall show you another world..."

"A world that only belongs to you and I...."

"A world which I long for..."

"A kiss on the hand maybe quite continental, but diamonds are a girl's best friend~"

;)

A lovely blue-coloured origami rose that I bought from the festival. :3

"I woke up from a dream with a weird feeling in my head..."

"Which side of me do you want to see?"

"Innocent? Cruel? Seductive? Your choice."

"I can be bubbly as well."

"Or are the both of use just confused?"

"I turn back to see you, but...do I expect to see you there?"

"I want to love you..."

"...love you more..."

"NOT."

"A secret to keep...shhh..."

"Or do you want me to tell you..."

"Which side of me do you see?"

"Come to me then."

"Or should I just remove my mask and show you who I really am?"

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Here's my fave part of the shoot...

The jumping shots!!!! 8D <3

It was tiring for me to have to jump over & over & over (AND over) again to get ONE perfect shot. But in the end, all of it was PERFECT.

And those jumpings were really a great workout....I guess... XD

Blurry legs shot~ O3O

Looks as if I'm sitting in the middle of the air... XD

Half of my head is gone!!! QAQ

Running in mid air, hehehh~ *w*

Looks like a seventeen Magazine shot to me~ OwO

AND AT LAST!!!
The image that I wanted~ <3<3

"Love you...today...tomorrow...and ALWAYS..."

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Photoshoot credits

24th September 2011, Saturday

Jalan Ipoh Girls Secondary School

VOCALOID2, Miku Hatsune original "Ura-omote Lovers" version

Photographer: Michiru Sin

Makeup: Hainexia Hanatsu

Props: Yukino Hayasaka, Hainexia Hanatsu, Japanese Language Society of Malaysia

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Okay, FINALLY DONE WITH ALL THE PICS!!!! *flops on bed*

A really tiring process to upload all the above pics into this post~ @@ plus with my headache, yea, IT WAS TORTURING. Yayyy~

orz

So anyways, I'll be having my "Creating the Starbucks Experience" class tomorrow, from 10am-2pm at the Berjaya Starbucks Company in Times Square (the main HQ of Starbucks Malaysia) so I won't be around online tomorrow.

Don't worry if you don't take this in mind, I'm just saying. XDD

Okay, so, gotta go for dinner now.

Over and out!!!!

Bye allz~~ :D <3

19 Sep 2011: Ura-omote Lovers

2011-09-19T00:59:00.000-07:00

Mood: Excited...reluctant...or nervous....it's either one of these moods for me to face my first day of work in Starbucks~ >A<

Currently listening to:
> Ura-omote Lovers - Miku Hatsune
> Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri
> Romeo & Cinderella - Miku Hatsune
> Freely Tomorrow - Miku Hatsune

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Hey netizens!! :D

I bet some of you would notice how hooked up I was with this song. XD

And after some consideration for some time, I finally decided to do a photoshoot PV for Miku Hatsune's famous tongue-twisting song, "Ura-omote Lovers" ("Two-faced Lovers")~~ :D

I've watched some self-made PVs of this song by some other Youtube users and they were pretty interesting, but neither of them still actually fits the song perfectly yet. In a way~ oWo (no offense to those out there~ >.< *infinity bows*

I have been wanting to do it for some time now, and since Ura-omote Lovers have had no specific descriptions in the costumes (if you have watched the original PV of the song, then you should understand it why, PERFECTLY~ *w*), so it's actually gonna be based on my creativity to make the photoshoot PV out of the song. Using the lyrics and making the shoot relate to it, I'm hoping that it will work out~ >w< <3 Already having some ideas on how my costume will be, but not how the video will be yet. So yea, giving myself some time to do it for now and hopefully I get to make it successful~ >A<

Don't know when I'm gonna commence this shoot, but yea, hopefully it's gonna be SOON~ 8D <3

Soon while my work schedule isn't so busy orz...;w;

I'm actually still waiting for my time to go to work now, coz apparently, my Starbucks manager called in not long ago and told me that I only have to report in for work at 6pm, so yea, I has time now to crap some craps in here while I wait. XD

Here's the original PV of Miku's "Ura-omote Lovers" if you haven't watched it yet.
Enjoy!! :D

And I'm off!!!

See y'all~ :D

(P.S: I'm in a seriously deep dilemma now~ D: friends are trying their best to talk to him and me, but nothing seems to be working so far to make things better. I'll still have to wait 3 weeks for him to give me his answer. And based on what he had told me the other day, which was that his answer contains both negativity and positivity, I'm kinda worried now. D: he did said that even if we broke up, we can still be friends, but I'm pretty sure things won't be the same again since I told him before that I wanted him to be my first and my last, and I don't care about him being a different race from me. :O)

18 Sept 2011: The day after I quitted my job

2011-09-18T03:00:00.000-07:00

Mood: On the top of the cloud~ XD but at the same time I'm going through a wave of problems, so I'm tied between being overly happy and overly depressed. So, let's just call it neutral~ .w.

Currently listening to:
> Super Bass - Ashley Gosengfiao cover (original by Nicki Minaj)
> Freely Tomorrow - Miku Hatsune
> Story of Us - Taylor Swift
> Tear Us Apart - Nadhira ft. Ron E Jones
> Last Friday Night - Katy Perry

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Hey y'all netizens!!!

Yeap, people, as you've read the headline of today's post, I quitted my job at BarBQ Plaze yesterday.

Wanna know why?

Coz I can't handle the job stress there orz.

Not that I can't handle job stress, but the stress that I have to handle there is not the level of stress that I can handle. I know how many people have seen me handle loads of stress back when I was in high school, but the stress in the working world is different, and especially in there, it's something I can't handle~ @@
So, after some thoughtful considerations, I decided to stop my work there. :)

Now, I'm a happy free girl.

Free from that crazy job~ XD
Though I did have loads of fun time in there, but trust me, if I just have to stay there for another two weeks til the end of this month, I know I will go nuts. Go crazy. Crazier than I already am. @A@

But, not to worry, my good folks, I already have a backup job to back me up when I quit my job as a full time waitress at BarBQ Plaza. :D

I now work as a part time barista at Starbucks Coffee!!!! <3<3

Yea, it's in Jusco Kepong as well, but I know it's gonna be better than being a waitress at BarBQ Plaza. :3

Gonna start tomorrow and I hope this job will last til the end of the year. ^^

Oh yea, do you have any idea how much I miss my cosplay life? @@
not that I'm obsessed with it, I just kinda miss it. VERY VERY MUCH. TT_____TT

Planning to do a shoot by October with my dearest Hanatsu, so I'm hoping that time will be in our covinience so that I can continue to improve myself in cosplay. :D

And if I never mentioned, I'm on a cold war against my beloved sayang. :(

Must've been something that slipped out of my mouth again, perhaps, and also both of our tempers.

He told me loads of things that I never knew on Friday, and I'm hurt by his words, but at the same time I realized that I don't know him as much as I should know if we were to continue our relationship. :O
So right now, I'm waiting for his answer as patiently as I could, in 3 weeks time. I don't know if he would really personally call me on 8th October to tell me his answer, but somehow there's a downside in his answer. And if it's anything to do with having to break up with me, I don't know how I'm gonna handle it since I have never handled any break up before. TT_____TT

So, I'm praying my hardest that his heart would soften and he would forgive me, and that his decision would not involve anything that would drive me to (possibly) suicide or something like that. ;w;

orz

but no worries, I know I'm able to handle it.

Hopefully.

Oh wells, at least now I still have other things to distract me from it (lucky to have 'em) but seriously, I'm not ready to break up with him yet, moreover that he's my first, so I really want him to be my last.

And if there's anything I could do to fix this, I would do it.

Yes, my friends have advised me that I have to be patient and strong and not to think a lot about it and also to give each other time, but right now, only God knows how much I cry on the inside although all this while I'm always wearing a big smile on my face and laughing to every jokes. :/

So right now, I'm trying my very best to retain back my perseverance, strength, courage and patience, which I assume to have lost after I am together with him.

I know I have to get it back in me if I want to survive in my relationship with him. Without it, I believe I'm not me. I'm only someone who hides behind a mask.

Okay, leave that aside for now. >.<

I'm now just happy that I've quitted my job from there and I'm starting a new job tomorrow, a new job that I know I'll be looking forward to coz I went through the mind-boggling interview on my own, without my mom accompanying me and applied what I've learned back in National Service into the questions asked in the interview to help me to get this job. :) very proud of myself~ ^^

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A little quote to end my post of the day, relating it to what I've been through this week. :)

I’m a girl. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. I dream big. And when I say I love you...

I’m not lying.

See ya!!! :3 <3

(P.S: I have no idea when I will resume on my fanfiction project. TTATT been delaying it for too long til I have no idea how to continue it.)

30 Aug 2011: Remember the Urge~ ♪♫

2011-08-30T03:06:00.000-07:00

Mood: Kinda bored, but I'm feeling really excited after watching their new PV!!! 8D <3

Currently listening to:
> Remember the Urge - the GazettE (looping mode: ON)

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Hey guys!! :D

So, I find myself being immersed into the world of the GazettE fandom lately - always keeping up with the latest news from them, always waiting for their latest songs to be released, go "KYAAA!!"-ing with their latest PVs and all - though I know that I'm still not qualified enough to be a true fan of them since I do not know them enough like the other true fans do~ ;w; *ish disappointed with myself to the max orzzz*

But anyways, it's not wrong for me to love them and their songs, right?

Coz for me, they're awesome~ :)

and I bet if you're a true GazettE fan, then you should know about their latest PV release, "Remember the Urge".

And here's the PV that I've been "KYAAA!!!"-ing over for the past few hours. XD

(note to self: DOWNLOAD THE SONG AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!! >W<)

and in case if there's something wrong with the PV vid and you can't view it anymore (rumours going around that this vid is bound to be deleted~ ;___;) then here's the video with the lyrics to the song~ :3

Enjoy the song and video, folks!! :D
(while I continue to go all fangirling over this song~ :3)

If there's any problem with the vid, I'll upload a new and official-that-won't-be-deleted-one as soon as I find it, yea? :D

Til then,

GAZEROCK FOREVA!!!!!!!!!
\m/ (_ _)\m/
*headbangz*

29 Aug 2011: I'm back online, people ~ :D

2011-08-29T11:16:00.000-07:00

Mood: excited~ :D

Currently listening to:
> Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri
> Rolling In The Deep - Adele
> Tear Us Apart - Nadhira ft. Ron E Jones
> Takeover - Mizz Nina ft. Flo-Rida
> Freely Tomorrow - Miku Hatsune

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Hey y'all peeps~ :D

sorry for not updating for the past two weeks, broadband was down~ :/

but here I am again~ :)

loads of awesome things happened in the two weeks time, and loads of un-awesome ones as well. But all experiences in life that I've been through helps me grow up mentally, and sometimes physically as well. ^^

My sayang and I have been okay all this while~ :D

And we're just getting even more closer by the day~ sometimes, though some people talk about us, saying that the differences between us will not make us last, but I know it's not gonna be that way.

We understand each other, and we're still trying to understand each other deeper. So no one can tell us not to be together 'coz they don't understand us deep enough~ ;)

thanx to all who supports though, you guys are the best~ <3 *hugs and kisses*

Oh yeah, speaking of which, some of you might've known that I've postponed my enrollment into college to next year~ this is due to some financial and personal problems, so I've decided to go take up a full-time job to earn some money to help ease the financial burden~ >w<

I will be working as a waitress in a fairly newly-opened restaurant in Jusco Kepong called Bar.B.Q Plaza.

I'll be starting my work there this Thursday (1 September) so if any of you folks are around that place, feel free to drop by and say hi to me~ :) (and of course eat there~ XD)

Realized that after I start work and since I'll be working full time, I'll be working 6 days a week, so I'll only be able to update my blog like....maybe once...or twice a week~ ;w;

orz

sad life is sad.

.w.

Oh yea, one more thing.

Sunway University's annual cosplay event, AniManGaki will be held on 10-11 September 2011 in the same venue of course (Sunway University Multipurpose Hall...~~or something~~~). And for this year, I'll be going coz I'll be accompanying Hanatsu to go COD her Sakura wig~ XD

so to whomever is going to attend AniManGaki , keep an eye out for me~ :D Still not sure yet which day I'll be attending since I haven't started working and I haven't got my working schedule and all, so once I get it I'll inform you guys.

I will DEFINITELY be cosplaying, but as for what character I will be cosplaying, I won't be telling ya, so you'll have to find me til you get me, NO EXCUSES~ XDD

And also,

to all my Muslim friends and all Malaysians...

AND....

HAPPY 54TH INDEPENDENCE DAY TO MALAYSIA!!!!!!!

Gonna celebrate these two special occasions on the same day, which is on the 31 Aug in my sayang's house during his Raya open house~ :3

wait, I forgot something...

As for birthdays...

Celebrating her birthday on the same day as Malaysia's Independence Day, it's my favourite Vocaloid, Miku Hatsune!!!!! <3<3

Happy birthday, Miku!! :D
my celebration for her birthday will be at night~ ;3

More updates from me soon in the next two days~

See ya!!! ^O^/

16 Aug 2011 (4): If I Die Young....

2011-08-16T02:26:00.000-07:00

Mood: Rather neutral...I guess...?
Currently listening to:
> If I Die Young - The Band Perry
> Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri

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If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a bed of roses

Sink me in the river at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song...

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A beautiful song that has been playing repetitively on Hitz.fm lately and has gotten stuck in my head as well.

Yea...somehow the song's got something related to me in a way~ :)

dedicating this song to everyone, especially those who are most important in my life.

a little message to all my loved ones...in case something DOES happen to me...

Enjoy the song, people. :)

16 Aug 2011 (3): It's Vampy!!! ♥

2011-08-16T01:04:00.000-07:00

Mood: rather tired...sleepy... .w.

Currently listening to:
> Corruption Garden - Luka Megurine
> Melt - Miku Hatsune

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Hey folks!!!! :D

Just a quick post for this third one of the day~ (omg, I don't have a life, do I? QwQ)

Here's a video that I stumbled upon, a video by MYXTV who did an interview with one of my favourite cosplayer, Linda Le or better known as Vampy. :D
been following her works for quite some time now, and she's a really nice person (got to chat with her on twitter some time back!! and she's real nice~ ;w; <3 love her LOTS)

she's also my cosplay inspiration aside Saya. Although Vampy's more to the daring and sexy kind of characters, but her view and love towards cosplay is what motivates me in my cosplay. :D

I know some of you might've known her for a period of time longer than me~ but if you don't, and you are a big fan of cosplay, then I suggest you check up on her coz she's just so AWESOME!!! <3

so here it is, folks, the video of Linda Le @ Vampy.

ENJOY!!! :D

(and yes, how I wish I could talk to her face to face like that~ ;w; and dayummm, she's just so HOT!!! <3)

16 Aug 2011 (2): A (not so) happy 18th birthday to me~ ♥

2011-08-16T00:38:00.000-07:00

Mood: neutral~ :D

Currently listening to:
> On the Floor - Jennifer Lopez ft. Pitbull
> Corruption Garden - Luka Megurine

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HAPPY HAPPY LEGAL AGE BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! :D

I just celebrated my 18th birthday on the 14th Aug 2011 (Sunday). :)

Though it is my 18th birthday and I should be happy that I've finally reached the legal age (MORE YAOI!!! 8D *smacked*) but I wasn't so happy with my date of birth because...well...for the chinese, you should know why... .___.

14th August falls on the 15th day of the 7th month in the chinese lunar calendar, which is the day (according to the chinese folk legend...I guess...) that the Gate of Hell closes and all the hungry ghosts go back to the underworld.

Unlucky day for me, eh? .__.

VERY MUCH.

orz.

But, anyhows, I got to have a whole afternoon of sleep (hurhurrrr, I ish a sleepy person on Sunday afternoons~ =w=+) and Japanese cuisine for dinner~ :3 (yes, I miss sushi very much~ TTwTT)

and, as usual again, pictures hold thousands of words~ ;D

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started off the meal with a nice big steaming hot cup of chawan mushi~ :3 nyummmm~

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a plate of potato salad as an appetizer~~ *drools* I want more of it~~ TTwTT

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and for my dad and elder sis, it's green salad~ :D

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main course #1 for me!!!!!

two California rolls~ :3

if you do notice, the left one's a little weird-looking...that's coz I nom-ed it half way before I remembered of wanting to take a picture of it. OTL...

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and main course #2, Unadon!!!

It's basically just eel and rice~ :3 a very satisfying meal with this, since I like their grilled eel very much~ ;w; <3

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this is my younger sis's main course, tonkatsu curry rice~ :D

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my younger sister and I~ :D

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hehe, two sisters~ :3

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my elder sis and me~ :3

don't we look alike? except that my face is more chubbier~ ;3

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durhurhurrrrrrr~ 8DD

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the OMG face~~ |DD

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Blur face much? =w=|||

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Smiles all around for the day~ :D

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Initially there's another three more pictures that I'm supposed to upload it here as well, but since their sizes are just too big *cries* so maybe no then~ :/

it was a rather pleasant way to end the day, coming back home with a big tummy~ :3

though couldn't properly celebrate it, but at least I know I have my family, friends and my sayang who loves me for who I am, and that's what counts most in my life~ ^^

anyways....my birthday present from my parents are still pending. I requested a turqoise-coloured headphone from them because I really want a headphone (and also, I could double use it for Miku casual cosplays as well~ *w*) and I'm already having my eyes on one of it~ 8D

all that's left to do is to wait for the money to come rolling in then the headphone's mine~ XDD

I'll definitely post up pictures of the headphone if I do get my hands on it~

but til then , see ya later!!

o(^w^)/

16 Aug 2011: A day out at Times Square~ :D

2011-08-15T21:53:00.000-07:00

Mood: sleepy~ =__=ZzZz been a whole day trying to finish up this post, but I always end up doing other things orzzzz (this is actually a delayed post. it was intended to be posted on 15 Aug -yesterday- but had to post it up only TODAY coz while I was about to finish it up, I had to go on a temporary hiatus because someone just had to take the broadband from me~ =__= *annoyed*)

Currently listening to:
> Last Friday Night - Katy Perry
> My Moment - Rebecca Black (I don't know about you, but I find the tune really catchy~ :D and she sounds WAYYYY better in this song~ *___*)
> Butterflies - Alana Lee Hamilton (I wanna make a cover of this song!! >A<)
> Firework - Katy Perry (boom~~ boom~~)
> Selamat Hari Raya (I'm not Malay, but yes, I'm in the raya mood~ *w*)

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Hey peeps!!! :D

So as some of you would know (or I think no one did since I never announced it on my blog, twitter or even Facebook~ oWo) I went out with my sistas and my beloved one to Berjaya Times Square last Friday (12 Aug 2011) for a little hangout session (so that I could at least hangout with them to have a little [or rather it was none~ .w.]birthday celebration~ XDD)

It started out as usual and ended as usual. But the unusual thing about this time's little outing of ours is that I brought together two different category of people in my life: my sistas and my special boy. (omg, I'm beginning to sound so whiny~ TT__TT)

So, nothing much to say about it then? XD Besides having to tell that I just bought an awesome pair of knee-high stockings from i-Socks for only RM16 which I am able to use for allllllllll my upcoming cosplay plans, HUZZAHHH!!!!! 8'D

(and since I'm in quite a rush to do something else for the day) So I shall use the wonders of pictures to tell my journey on last Friday!!! XDD

As the saying goes... "A picture is worth a thousand words" !!! 8DD

and please do be reminded that...there will be a my-life's spoiler picture in here~ *w*
and I bet some of you would know what it is~ :3

[and also do be warned that the following pictures are of a sucky quality because the camera of the day is my phone's camera~ ;___; with it being only 2.0 megapixels, everything looks so...SUCKY. ;___; *runs away crying*)

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my fave picture of the day~ ^3^ <3

I like it so much coz I like how the background and myself is balanced in the picture~ :3

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the picture of my butt? Durhurrr~ XDD
btw, the indoor theme park of Times Square was still not opened yet at this time, so it was a great timing to take picture near it~ :3 since the roller coasters are still not moving yet durrr~~

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This is the friend I've been mentioning about in the previous post. Mizi, the guy who is one of those who are the first ones to talk to me~ :)

and guess what?

Here's the surprise. ;D

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Yeap, you've guessed it. For those who are in my FB friends list should know this.

But for those who aren't, then let me introduce him to you properly...

This is Mizi, my special guy~ :D <3

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Durhurhurrrrr~ *w* <3

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This ish such a big Cosmo World patung~ XD

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and oh, that's my full coordination for that day~ :D

[cap: PLKN cap (for freee, ngehehehehhh~ >D); top+half cardigan: night market @ Taman Mastiara (RM15); bubble necklace: Heart Attack @ Farenheit 88, KL (RM16); leather bracelet -on right hand-: Pusat Kraftangan Miri @ Miri, Sarawak (RM2.50, bargain price from teacher~ *w*); wood bracelet -on left hand-: Pusat Kraftangan Miri @ Miri, Sarawak (RM 3); sling bag: Pusat Kraftangan Miri @ Miri, Sarawak (RM14, bargain price from teacher); jeans: VJ Jeans; gladiator shoes: Nose (RM89.90)]

after hanging out at Berjaya Times Square for some time, we headed to Pavillion next to visit the newest street in town....

TOKYO STREET!!!!!!

It wasn't all that bad, coz it had Daiso in there~ and Daiso's stuffs sold there are like, RM5 only for whatever that you buy~ 8DD

and they sell genuine kimonos there too~ D8 and they're priced at...RM400 or more.... ;___;

but they has a lot of food stalls and restaurants in there~ 8DD Mizi was the pity one coz he's fasting and he had to go through all those food stalls and restaurants to move on to the places where there's no food on sale~ OTL

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Take a little picture with the big signboard of Tokyo Street (with our heads blocking the whole sign, durhurrr~~ =w=+) as a remembrance~ 8D <3
[I know, my smile looks weird right...? I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING RIGHT NOW!!! TT___TT]

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We went and walk around the street and see what we found!!!!

A HUGGABLE SIZE DOMO-KUUUNNNNN!!!!!! OwO <3<3

I wish I could take this back home for FREEEEEEEEEE~~ =w=

orzzzzzz

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Looks kinda like he's gonna kidnap it away at any moment~ = =|||

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After walking around for a moment more, then it's just off back home~ :)
it's a pretty hard day, actually, coz neither of us have enough money to buy something special for ourselves~ :/ (and no, the knee-high stockings that I bought wasn't something special in any way~ = =)

either way, we had tons of fun walking around the place like a bunch of idiots, so it was rather a cool day, I...guess...? XD

Off to rush the second post now, so tata for now~!! ^^

10 Aug 2011: An experience like no other~

2011-08-10T01:03:00.000-07:00

Mood: A little frustrated, but I'm now in the process of trying to calm myself down~ :)

Currently listening to:
> Freely Tomorrow - Miku Hatsune
> Glow - Celestial Chorus (cover version, original version by Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK)
> Anak Kampung - Jimmy Palikat (K.2, S.8/2011 Kem PLKN Miri trainees' fave song~ XD)

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Ohaithar, internet folks!! :D

And as you can see, today's topic will be on my experience of a lifetime like no other, which is the time that I spent in National Service. :)

Honestly, when I first got the news that I've been chosen to be a trainee for National Service, my mindset was on 50/50, which meant that I was 50% excited and 50% reluctant to go for it. :/

but after being heavily lectured and convinced by my family and friends, I finally made that mindset of mine to 80/20, which was obviously better though there's still some 20% of reluctancy to go for it.

When the first batch of trainees were announced, I was rather disappointed that I wasn't chosen to go for the first batch~ :/ but since I had no choice, so I had to wait for a good 5 1/2 months at home, rolling on the bed and sitting in front of the computer for hours everyday while waiting for the news for second batch to be announced. (gained quite some weight along the way~ :/)

Til one day, 3 weeks before the second batch of trainees are scheduled to go to their respective camps, I recieved the letter from Jabatan Latihan Khidmat Negara.

And guess what? I'm to be sent to Miri for National Service!! And my first reaction upon seeing the place I'm being sent to was as below...

w(OAO)w|||

WHUTT??????????????

MIRI, SARAWAK???????????

SO DAMN FAR!!!!!!!!

But then, I heard from my seniors who had been to National Service camps in Sarawak that Sarawak camps are the best in the country~ so after taking their words into consideration, I began preparing for Miri, Sarawak. :)

went for medical checkups, photostating this and that, filling up all the required forms, preparing myself both physically and mentally for the time to arrive.

And when 16 May finally arrived, I was really really really excited yet reluctant to leave my family~ D: wanted to cry when I was about to board the bus, but I just held my tears in~ D':

Arrived at the Miri camp at about 4pm on the same day~ and of course, first time alone in a distant and foreign place, no sense of comfort without my family along me. Though there are my newfound friends along with me, but their presence serves as just a mere minor distraction for me.

First week while I was there, of course there was not much activities yet, so it was pretty boring. :/

the fun (kinda) started when our Character Builing class began, when I was placed in the same class as one of my friend that I made back when we were still in KLIA. He, Mizi, was a really nice guy (though he's kind of a softy~ |D) and he was the only person whom I talk to in class. XDD we would always hangout with each other during class, during breaktime and after class, and we got really, really close~ ^^

Soon after, more physical activities kicked in and situations in the camp started to kick up a notch and became more interesting and awesome~ ;D

A-frame, creative sports, silent footdrill, friendly sports competition, Flying Fox, M-16 shooting, Jungle Trekking and SO MUCH MORE!!!!!

All were pretty tiring while doing it, but along the way, they were all REALLY REALLY FUN~ <3

As time passes by, I began to enjoy the life in the camp. Though there were strict rules to follow (yea, it's under the supervision of the army, what d'ya expect?? =w=+) but the trainers were all really supporting, so all things done and life there was a fun time to go through ~ :3

So much fun, in fact, that I actually forgot how time was passing by REAL FAST and 2 1/2 months was gone, JUST. LIKE. THAT.

and 30 July came around in just a blink of an eye.

30 July was a real hard day to go through, because of the mixed emotion of having to leave my new found friends behind and meeting my family again~

happy, sad, all in one. It was a really complicated day for me.

But after returning home, I realized that...I'M HOME. :D

and there's no place like home.

I know I missed my family a lot while I was in camp, but I know...at the same time, how I wish I could go back to the camp and go through the National Service training all over again~ :3

But what can I do? I've left the place after completing the training, so there's no way I could go back there to undergo the training again, UNLESS I go back there and work as a trainer~ ;) (which is obviously I.M.P.O.S.S.I.B.L.E coz I have to continue with my studies for the next few years while my special someone go back there to become a trainee and I won't be able to see him for a few years~ TT____TT)

Now, almost two weeks after I've returned from National Service and I look back at all the ups and downs I've went through during my 2 1/2 months time as a National Service trainee in the Miri Camp, I realized how lucky I was to be sent to Sarawak as I was able to learn a whole new culture (unlike if I was just sent to a Peninsula Malaysia camp, just the same thing~ ==) and also learn how to live like them. And also, a Sarawak camp is better in my opinion because they are being run by the Sarawak locals, and usually that means they run it a tad bit better~ *w*

also, I'm lucky to have been sent to that camp because the trainers are real nice and kind, which made it more fun to have been able to be in that camp for 2 1/2 months.

Being able to go for National Service in the Miri Camp was an experience like no other for me, and it is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life.

And, if given a second chance, I would very much like to go back there again. :D
If not as a trainee or even a trainer, just as a visitor will do very much for me. <3

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A little note for all my widdle juniors and those of the same age as me who have yet to go for National Service:

Don't look National Service at a negative way. Though there will be some sacrifices that you have to make while in the camp, but as you go through your life there, you will find that it's a really really precious experience.

Yes, we all heard the news that from next year onwards, each National Service session is 6 months long. Don't freak out. Look at it as a real good opportunity for you (as for me, I curse the government for not implementing that session time length for when I was still in National Service~ =3= and I would do anything to go through 6 months of training. And yes, 6 months' time of training means I get to shoot using the M-16 TWICE!! OR EVEN THRICE!!! Q^Q)

Look forward to it, and try not to postpone it to later years to continue studying first (unless you really have to) when you recieve the letter. It's better for you to go for the training now rather than later coz, sooner or later, you'll still have to go through it, unless you have a real good reason for not being able to go~ :3

Learn how to enjoy every hardship of the trainings, coz they will be worth it when you enjoy every single moment there~ ^^

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That's about it for today ne~ :3

the pictures will still have to wait coz the damn broadband is being a nuisance to me. It's making me not being able to upload my pics~ =3=

any hows, maybe throwing them into my blog will work, but that's gotta wait til....maybe later~ >_< coz I still have some sorting out to do. Latest by next week, they should be up. This weekend's gonna be pretty busy~ @@

and oh, just so you know, I'll be celebrating my legal age year (18 years old~ XDD) this coming Sunday~ 8DD (14 August!!!! O3O) <3

hehehehehhh~XDD

XOXO~

ARRIVEDERCI!!!!!!

(P.S: I'm still currently finding a way on how to continue my fanfiction project...coz right now, my brain's still NOT WORKING TO THINK OF HOW TO CONTINUE IT~~~ TTATT)

09 August 2011: "I'm Overboard..."

2011-08-08T23:22:00.000-07:00

Currently listening to:
> Overboard - Justin Bieber ft. Jessica Jarrell
> Corruption Garden - Luka Megurine

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『So crazy is this thing we call love

And now that we've got it we just can't give up

I'm reaching out for you

Got me out here in the water and I...』

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Though things may be rough at times between the both of us, but in the end...

I'll always need your love to help me get through the days...

Coz in times when things are at its worse while you're not around, you are my livesaver... :)

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OVERBOARD

Justin Bieber ft. Jessica Jarrell

It feels like we've been out at sea, oh

So back and forth that's how it seems, whoa

And when I want to talk, you say to me

That if it's meant to be, it will be, whoa, whoa

So crazy is this thing we call love

And now that we've got it we just can't give up

I'm reaching out for you

Got me out here in the water and I

I'm overboard and I need your love, pull me up

I can't swim on my own, it's too much

Feels like I'm drowning without your love

So throw yourself out to me, my lifesaver

Lifesaver, oh, lifesaver

My lifesaver

Lifesaver, oh, lifesaver

Whoa, wow

Never understood you when you said, whoa

Wanted me to meet you halfway, whoa

I felt like I was doing my part

You kept thinking you're coming up short

It's funny how things change 'cause now I see

Oh, whoa, whoa

So crazy is this thing we call love

And now that we've got it we just can't give up

I'm reaching out for ya

Got me out here in the water and I

I'm overboard and I need your love, pull me up

I can't swim on my own, it's too much

Feels like I'm drowning without your love

So throw yourself out to me, my lifesaver, oh

It's supposed to be some give and take, I know

But you're only taking and not given any more

So what do I do? 'Cause I still love you

You're the only one who can save me, whoa, whoa, whoa

Oh, I'm overboard and I need your love, pull me up

I can't swim on my own, it's too much

Feels like I'm drowning without your love

So throw yourself out to me, my lifesaver

Lifesaver, oh, lifesaver

My lifesaver

It's crazy, crazy, crazy, yeah

Lifesaver, oh, lifesaver

Oh, lifesaver, oh, lifesaver

My lifesaver

Lifesaver, oh, lifesaver

Yeah...

(source: http://www.metrolyrics.com/overboard-lyrics-justin-bieber.html)

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A song dedicated specially to my special someone (yeaaa, if you're in my FB friends' list, you'd definitely know who is it already~ :3 but if you're not, then I'll prefer to keep it still as a secret...until I decide to announce it~) who had helped me through my down times though we had some minor bump on the road that both of us walk on.

I also dedicate this song to my beloved family, dear friends and my soul sistas for being my shoulder to cry on and someone to always share my joy with~ :3

each and every one of you have become my lifesaver whenever I needed help most~ ^w^

All the precious people in my life, you are valued in my heart...

02 Aug 2011: Preview of my life in Kem PLKN Miri, Kump.2 Siri 8/2011

2011-08-02T08:40:00.000-07:00

Currently listening to:
> Bila Diri Disayangi - UK's (it's kinda like the 'official' seperation song of our camp, ehex~ =w=+)
> Hirari. Hirari - Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK
> If - Kana Nishino
> Saat Terakhir - ST12

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Hey y'all!!!! :D *waves*

Honestly speaking, I really really miss blogging ~ >O<

It's been so long since I last blogged (excluded yesterday, thank you very much~ ==) I actually forgot the format that I've setted for my blog when I wrote yesterday's post~ @@ holyyy~~

Things like these take time to get back used to, so I'm slowly gaining back my pace in terms of not only blogging, but also my life as an otaku and cosplayer. :D

Though honestly speaking I've kinda lost almost all my interest in cosplay and anime, but deep deep down in my heart I'm secretly wishing that I'll get my pace back and be actively involved in cosplay and catch up with all animes again~ :3

that's gotta take time, I know, but I can see the changes in me now~ XD

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Movin' on to today's main topic.....

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I haven't really had the time to collect and sort out the pics from my time in PLKN yet, but since I can't help but frustrating over not having the chance to share my pictures with you on Facebook (I don't know why but it's so hard for me to upload my pics into FB...maybe because of the line~ =__=) so I decided to put some of them up here in my blog first~ :)

Chose some of the nice and...not-so-nice ones from almost 5000 pics that I've collected (300+ from my phone camera, 4100+ from the DVD we bought from our trainers~ :D) just some of them as a preview for all the pictures that I'm bound to upload into Facebook when I get the chance (which...is...I don't know when it'll be, unfortunately... ;w; hopefully A.S.A.P~) to show you just how fun and awesome my National Service life was~ :DD

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Star of friends~ :)

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Kumpulan gila dari Kem PLKN Miri, oooohhh yeaaaa~ =w=+

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That's my room~ :D

P3A, the largest room in the whole of the camp~ *w* -proud mode: ON-

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The hall @ dining hall view taken from one of the pondok beside the basketball court~ :D

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The three PLKN buses parked outside Taman Awam Miri while we went for our midterm holiday outing~ :3

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Kayaking is fun~ 8DD

(photo credits: Cikgu Hafiz)

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More pictures coming up soon complete with organizing according to activities that has been carried out throughout the National Service session!! :D

Hopefully A.S.A.P, coz I know you want to see more~ *w* -ish kicked-

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Well, that's about it nyaa? Coz I'll hafta go offline earlier tonight for I am going out to school tomorrow and also my sis needs to use the broadband now~ :3

this is your cosplay/KHR/yaoi fanatic, former NS trainee blogger, Yukino....

SIGNING OUT!!!!!!!!

XOXO~~

ARRIVEDERCI~~~~

(P.S: A note to you if you know it's for you [yea, you know who you are~ ] Just because now I have someone special, that doesn't mean you are not special to me anymore. Above all, my family and friends are the most important. Yes, he's precious and special to me, but he's still not a level higher than any of my friends no matter what~ :/ So please don't misunderstand things, okay? I miss you a lot you know, and I wanna meet you guys faster coz, yea, I MISS YOU GUYS!!!! Q^Q)

31 July 2011: I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-07-31T04:33:00.000-07:00

Currently listening to:
> Saat Terakhir - ST12
> Wira Wirawati (Lagu rasmi PLKN) <--missing PLKN too much I guess? Lol~~
> Corruption Garden - Luka Megurine
> Romeo and Cinderella - Miku Hatsune

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It's been a long 2 1/2 months.

A fun and exciting 2 1/2 months I've been away.

And now...

I'M BAAAAAAAAAAACKKK!!!!!!!!!!

Hehe~ :3

No pictures up yet in FB for now since the connection is hating me (as usual). And plus, I'm still sorting out the pics so it'll have to wait for some time. Most prolly they'll be up by this week when I go to the CC for a 2-hour session there~ XD

for now, let me announce something that I myself have never expected for it to happen to myself...

I. AM. NO. LONGER. SINGLE. AND. AVAILABLE!!!!!!!!!!

I am already taken by someone that I met in National Service.

But who is that person, you may ask?

Just wait and see til I post up the picture of him and I~ <3

til then, this is your cosplay, KHR, yaoi fanatic and former PLKN trainee blogger, Yukino...

SIGNING OUT!!!!!!!

XOXO~

ARRIVEDERCI!!! <3

(P.S: I miss blogging~ QwQ most of all, I miss writing my KHR story which has been suspended for God knows how long~ XD)

14 May 2011: How many times will it take to Get It Right?

2011-05-14T02:30:00.000-07:00

Mood: Ish in no particular mood, just thinking about National Service~ oh wait...I'm feeling rather anxious~ ;u;

Currently listening to:
> Get It Right - Lea Michele ("Glee" original song) [looping mode: ON]

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"What can you do when your good isn't good enough,

And all that you touch tumbles down...

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,

I just wanna fix it somehow...

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me...

TO GET IT RIGHT?

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At one point of our lives when we feel that we've messed things up...

always keep this song in mind...

Don't give up just yet, because you are still capable of fixing it all.

12 May 2011: I Pledge to you....

2011-05-12T00:24:00.000-07:00

Mood: REALLLLY stressed out to think about the packing up of my things~ @@ arghhhhh!!!!

Currently listening to:
> Pledge - The GazettE [looping mode: ON]
+can I like, claim this song to be the theme song of my story? TTwTT+

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"I don't need "I love you" anymore
If only you'd stay forever by my side

I want to be broken by you

Who exhausted your voice by crying..."

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Oh, don't worry everyone, I'm not being all emo again~ I just want to share with you all a song that I found had managed to make me feel better all the time whenever I feel sad.

The lyrics are really, really beautiful, and although it doesn't really relate to me since I'm still single (ahem~) but I still find it really astounding.

No wonder I feel that I am becoming a big fan of The GazettE. XD

Watch out, coz next time, I might be blasting The GazettE's songs in this blog of mine aaaaaanytime soon~ XD

Not sure when it'll be, but maybe.

JUST maybe.

O3O <3

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KANJI LYRICS

傷付けた後でしか　気付けなかった事
過ちの数　君を求め　見め合えたはずさ

小さな嘘が日々を埋めていた　疑いをかわすように

失う意味を心が知る　立ち尽くす二度目の冬

君は見えない明日に戸惑い　声を上げ泣いていたね

言葉を探す事も出来ずに落ちる涙を拾った

寂しさに包まれた日々は互いを濡らし

理解を求め合い　繰り返して　また深く想える

永遠を感じたのは嘘じゃない

確かに君の隣で

「愛してる」なんてもういらない

ただ　ずっと側に居てと

声を涸らし泣いていた君に

壊れてゆきたい

最初で最後の言葉は君へ

その腕を離さぬよう

肩を並べた同じ夢が二人をさらう

小さな嘘が形を変えて白い息に溶けてゆく

失う意味を忘れぬように何度も胸に刻むよ

「さよなら」はここに置いて歩き出そう

もう二度と見失う事は無い

二人　愛を確かめ合うように悲しみも見てきたから

明日　二人消えてしまっても　もう泣かなくていいよ

いつか過ぎ去る季節のように変わりゆく二人がいて

悲しみに立ち止まる夜が来ても

忘れないで

終わる事は無い

深い夢の中

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ROMAJI LYRICS

kizu tsuketa ato de shika　kizukenakatta koto
ayamachi no kazu　kimi wo motome　mitsumeaeta hazu sa

chiisa na uso ga hibi wo umete ita　utagai wo kawasu you ni

ushinau imi wo kokoro ga shiru　tachizukusu ni do me no fuyu

kimi wa mienai asu ni tomadoi　koe wo age naite ita ne

kotoba wo sagasu koto mo dekizu ni ochiru namida wo hirotta

sabishisa ni tsutsumareta hibi wa tagai wo nurashi

rikai wo motomeai　kurikaeshite　mata fukaku omoeru

towa wo kanjita no wa uso janai

tashika ni kimi no tonari de

"ai shiteru" nante mou iranai

tada　zutto soba ni ite to

koe wo karashi naite ita kimi ni

kowarete yukitai

saisho de saigo no kotoba wa kimi e

sono ude wo hanasanu you

kata wo narabeta onaji yume ga futari wo sarau

chiisa na uso ga katachi wo kaete shiroi iki ni tokete yuku

ushinau imi wo wasureru you ni nando mo mune ni kizamu yo

"sayonara" wa koko ni oite aruki dasou

mou ni do to miushinau koto wa nai

futari　ai wo tashikameau you ni kanashimi mo mite kita kara

ashita　futari kiete shimatte mo mou nakanakute ii yo

itsuka sugisaru kisetsu no you ni kawari yuku futari ga ite

kanashimi ni tachidomaru yoru ga kite mo

wasurenaide

owaru koto wa nai

fukai yume no naka

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ENGLISH TRANSLATION

What I realized　only after I hurt you was that
I was looking for the number of faults　in you　when we should have looked at each other

Our days were buried in small lies　In order to avoid these doubts

Our hearts must know the meaning of losing each other　This second winter is standing still

You are lost because you cannot see tomorrow　Raising your voice you were crying

Without being able to find any words I just caught your tears

Wrapped in loneliness the days soaked both of us

We were repeatedly looking for　understanding　I can feel it deeply once again

It's no lie when I said that I felt eternity

I will certainly be by your side

I don't need "I love you" anymore

If only you'd stay forever by my side

I want to be broken by you

Who exhausted your voice by crying

All the words from the beginning to the end were said to you

So that you won't let go of these arms

The same dream that stood by our side washed us both away

The small lies change their shapes and dissolve into a white breath of air

So that we won't forget the meaning of losing each other　

It doesn't matter how many times it has to be carved into my heart

I leave this "goodbye" right here and move forward

I won't lose you once again

So that we can assure ourselves of our love we both had to see sorrow

Even if we both end up vanishing tomorrow　It's okay to not cry anymore

Someday we will change into two people that pass like the seasons

Even if there will be nights when you will be frozen from sadness

Don't forget

Nothing will ever end

In a deep dream

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Lyrics credits goes to:

http://gazette-lyrics.livejournal.com/33847.html#cutid1

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That's all for the day~!! :D
Wish I could give more updates, but I'm gonna have to proceed on my luggage-packing session~ D:

so, sorry ne, but I'm gonna have to go now~

This is your cosplay and Katekyo Hitman Reborn fanatic blogger, Yukino.....

SIGNING OUT!!!!!

XOXO~~

ARRIVEDERICI~~~

(P.S: Haze + rain = 75% possible chance that I will fall sick~ =_= time for me to go gulp down 10 litres of waterrrr~~ OTL)

11 May 2011 (2) : National Service preparations~

2011-05-11T05:23:00.000-07:00

Mood: Back to happy after some morale support from my friends~ ^^

Currently listening to:
> Just A Dream (cover) - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie
> Corruption Garden - Luka Megurine ft. Nico Nico chorus
> Romeo and Cinderella - Miku Hatsune ft. Nico Nico chorus

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Hey y'all~ XD

For those who are in the followers' list of my twitter account and also in my friends' list of my facebook account should know that in another 4 days time.

Yes, people.

4 MORE DAYS!!!!!

seems still so long to go, but as you all know, time passes by REAL quickly this year~ (I don't know about you, but to me...IT IS. :/)

So much to do, yet...SO LITTLE TIME.

I'm barely done with the packing-up of my luggage and also some of the forms are not really completed yet. And I still don't have the self-preparation to leave my friends and family for it~ ;w;

Yet, I'm pretty sure I'll love it there since my camp will be in Miri, Sarawak~ and loads of the past National Service trainees claim and agree that all the camps in Sarawak are the best in the country.

I feel really really lucky to be able to go to Sarawak for my turn in National Service, so I'll make sure to enjoy every single second of it~ ^^

but before that, I'll have to embrace the hardships of packing up my things and to make sure not to forget anything important, and also to have my heart all ready to leave my loved ones here in the Peninsular while I fly all the way to the largest state in the country~ .w.

Done with medical checkups, things-to-bring checklist (which I think I have to redo again since Ai Chin had told me what to bring and what not to bring~ >^<), all that's left to do is make my luggage full of the things I wanna bring~

I'll be leaving on the 16th May (Monday), so til then, I'll have to appreciate what I have at home and also not rant too much~ =3=

I'll really miss everyone too~ TT^TT

but no worries~ it'll only be for 2 1/2 months, as I will be back on 30th July~ (2 weeks ahead of my legal age birthday, yayyyy~ ;w; <3)

til then, there won't be any updates on my blog~ (it's gonna be REAL hard for me not to think about my blog being un-updated~~ TTATT)

Ohpp, gotta go off for dinner now~ ^^

more updates tomorrow then~ :)

til then~

this is your cosplay and Katekyo Hitman Reborn fanatic blogger, Yukino...

SIGNING OUT!!!

XOXO~

ARRIVEDERCI~~~

(P.S: my vocals sound really sucky nowadays~ TT_TT I can't really sing Luka's "Corruption Garden" like how I can before this~~ TTATT)

11 May 2011: When it all seems to be "Just A Dream"....

2011-05-11T04:06:00.000-07:00

Mood: Neutral~ o3o maybe it's coz my mind's occupied about National Service~~~ hmm~~ or maybe it's thinking about something...something else...

Currently listening to:
> Just A Dream (cover) - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie [looping mode: ON]

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"I was thinking 'bout you,

Thinking 'bout me,

Thinking 'bout us,

What we're gonna be?

Open my eyes...

It was only JUST A DREAM~"

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Everything that's going on in my life right now just seems like a dream~ and everything that I always dreamed for...somehow, at this point, will only and always remain a dream~

No matter how much I want it, it will never come within my reach~

And sometimes...I wonder...is everything just a dream...?

Are all my dreams going to remain as dreams...?

I always say that I'm that innocent passionate dreamer, but this point doesn't match as a description at this moment....

But for now....

I will continue to dream...

And maybe one day...

Everything will come clear...

And what's mine that's been lost...

Will once again be mine...

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10 May 2011 (2): Project DVST 2011 (preview & link to full session)

2011-05-10T07:55:00.000-07:00

Mood: still kinda mixed up~ .w.

Currently listening to:
> Just A Dream (cover) - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie (over and over again)
> Hold It Against Me (cover) - Sam Tsui
> Glow - Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK

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Ohaithar again~ :D

So, most of you who do read my blog should know that one month ago, our Project DVST finally launched and is expected to go on for at least another couple of months until we rougly cover all shoots for all the available versions of each of our characters. Maybe should be about...3...4...or 5 years...?

But as long as all the available versions of our characters are not covered finish, we will still continue to do it all until it's all done~ :)

This post features some of the best shots (well...which I myself personally thinks was the best~ XD) and also the link to two sites which has some pretty wide coverage of the other nice shots as well. (For those who have seen it should know~ :D)

and although the intended photographer didn't came for the shoot, but we did had four substitute photographers (we took turns to shoot each other, actually~ =w=) so it all still turned out well~ :D and the fun under the rain was...well...fun~ XD

Enjoy the shots and give me your opinions on them, yea? :D

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"Project DVST 2011" photoshoot
"Skies Collide"

date: 16th April 2011
venue: Bukit Jalil Park

Hanatsu Matsuno as Hainexia Matsuno

and me as Iratella Catena~

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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Cosplayers:

Hainexia Matsuno||Hanatsu Matsuno

Iratella Catena||Yukino @ me

Photographers:

||Michiru Sin

||Kaede Kojima

||Hanatsu Matsuno

||Yukino @ me

Creative director:

||Michiru Sin

||Kaede Kojima

Makeup by:

||Hanatsu Matsuno

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That's all for the preview!! XD

For more pictures from the shoot, click on the following links~ :D

my deviantArt: http://yukinohayasaka.deviantart.com/

my Curecos: http://en.curecos.com/profile/?ch=172304

(note: be sure to be a member of Curecos before you can gain full access to view my profile and also other cosplayers~ )

and for the FULL coverage of the shoot, just go search these names in Facebook~ XD

> Michelle 'Michiru' Sin

> Hainexia Hana Matsuno

> Kaede Kojima

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I don't know whether you noticed, but I'm pretty sure those who have been used to viewing professional cosplay pictures or is a professional cosplay photographer themselves should notice the pictures are not as sharp and crisp as the professional ones~

that's because:
> we're not professional photographers~ .3.
> we were just using a semi-pro camera~

just wanna point these view points out just in case anyone does question me~ .w.

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all that's well ends well~ :D
I'm very much looking forward to the next DeVastella photoshoot which...I'm not sure when will be the next one, lol~ .w. but I'm pretty sure, I wanna do another one real soon!! >w<

but for now, I gotta focus on preparing for the Vocaloid Halloween photoshoot in October with the almighty Hibiki Tokai, the lead photographer of H.T Production, ohorhorhorrrrr~ XD
and also for CF2011~ ^^

and I hafta go off now as my sister wants to use to broadband~ :3

this is your cosplay and Katekyo Hitman Reborn fanatic blogger, Yukino....

SIGNING OUT!!!

XOXO~

and a heart from us to you~

I bid to you...

ARRIVEDERCI~~

(P.S: Gonna start packing up my things for National Service tomorrow~ :3 hopefully I won't miss out anything important~ TT_TT and oh, mini farewell party for me will be this Friday~ aaaaaand no one's invited~ :P [lol, joking~ but really~ only my close friends will attend~ ^^])

10 May 2011: A THOUSAND APOLOGIESSSSSSSS!!!!!! m(_ _)m

2011-05-10T02:26:00.000-07:00

Mood: Uhh......rather mixed up~ XD

Currently listening to:
> Pledge - The GazettE
> Hello~ PARADISE KISS~ - YUI ("Paradise Kiss the movie" OP)
> Just Be Friends - Luka Megurine
> Scarlet Knight - Nana Mizuki ("Dogs Days" OP)

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O-hello hello fellow internet folks!!! XD

How's it been lately for everyone? :D

Good? Bad?

Mine should've been crazy~ loads of good and bad things happened to me as well~ but before I go on rambling about my life in the past month while my broadband is dead....

I'M REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REAAAAAALLLLLYYYYYYYYYY

SORRY!!!!!!!!!!

I sincerely apologize for not updating my blog for the past 4 weeks~!!! >.<

Main reason should be:

BROADBAND WAS DEAD.

OTL

And preparations for National Service too. Within this week itself, I'll have to finish with all the preparations as I will be leaving for Miri, Sarawak next week.

And yes, after that, it'll be no blogging for a good 2 1/2 months, wheee~ =w=

ahh, but hey, if I could stand not updating my blog for one month, I'm pretty sure I'll be able to last for the 2 1/2 months time.

Some mini updates today as well , only the important ones of course~ XD (I'll put that as a maybe...XD)

til, then~

This is your cosplay and Katekyo Hitman Reborn fanatic blogger, Yukino...

SIGNING OUT!!!

XOXO~~

ARRIVEDERCI~~

(P.S: Folks of Malaysia, especially Kuala Lumpur...don't you feel that it's just too hot nowadays?? @@)

12 April 2011: Blondie on the loose!! XD

2011-04-12T02:51:00.000-07:00

||Mood||: I'm always feeling sleepy nowadays... =_= this sucks~~

||Currently listening to||
> Romeo and Cinderella - Nico Nico Chorus cover by Tonon ( とのん), Seriyu (セリユ), Komota (コモ太), Usa (うさ), Regi (レジ), Tama, Yumo (ゆも) & Hanatan (花たん) [repeating this song over...and over...and over again... XD]

[yeahhh...repeating it all over again to try to grasp the timing of the lyrics in parts that are pretty fast~ ;w;]
[and yes, I may be performing this live in an ACG event anytime soon~ XD]

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Ohaithar~ :D

in case you've noticed, my blog posts date finally has an arranged patte- sequence, I mean.

I'll post one or two posts every two days~XD

but the sequence might change depending on my mood~ XD

but that's not the point for today~ :D <3

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Today, I shall show you how...weird...and bimbo-ish...I look like when I'm wearing a blonde wig.

Oh, no worries, it's not my wig. Nor it's the Alois wig that I wore and camwhored with before.

It's a new wig!!! XD

and it's not mine. =w=

The wig belongs to Hanatsu for her Project DVST 2011 character, Hanatsu Matsuno. :D

and just when I thought her wig wouldn't arrive within this week which makes me have to cancel and postpone the shoot to another time later after I come back from National Service, it actually arrived at about 12.30pm earlier today~ ^^

and upon Hanatsu's request, I have worn and camwhored (and make myself look like an idiot~ |D) with the wig to show you how it looks like~ :D

ready for another around of superb ugliness of mine?

Don't say I never warned you~ >:D

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And as usual, to start off, it's...

PACKAGE-OPENING CEREMONY!!!!!! <3

Yesss, that's my house address~ come find for me if you dare~ I'll release the lions if you are someone I don't know~ >:D

Package desuuu~~ wig's inside there~ XD

And these are the contents of the package!! ^O^/

the wig's still safe and sound in there~ <3

the tab of the wig, showing the name of the taobao shop that Hanatsu bought it from~ <3

took the wig out from the plastic bag and the net and placed it on the wig stand~ :D

the wig looks like this!! XD

(And I'm still wondering up to date on which character's wig is this orzzz)

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CAMWHORE SESSION!!!!!!!

And do be reminded that I've not put any makeup on me during this (lame) camwhore session, so proceed at your own risk~ >D

and voila!!!! XD
how do I look in blonde? 8D
looks kinda like Rin Kagamine's hair style here, doncha think? :3

ahhh, weird smile~ =3=

call me? XD

and yes, that's a Harry Potter t-shirt that I'm wearing~ <3

what is this?? some kind of bimbo retard??? D<

close-up shot~ :D (and look at those pimples~~ =3=)

I brought the back part of the hair to the front, and I look...like...uhmm....

what do I look like? |D

Looks like I can pass for cosplaying as Rangiku Matsumoto from "Bleach"~ <3

just that my--- oh, nevermind, let's not get to that point. -3-

o3o?

(yes, my expression was somewhat like that...right...?)

Can you keep my secret safe with you? ;D

and that's all for today's camwhore session!!!!!!! XD

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Honestly, I'm not really sure if I can get a green light for this Saturday's photoshoot with my mom's current condition~ D:
though I do really hope that I'm able to go for the shoot as this will be my last shoot before I leave for National Service, but somehow...I myself is unconvinced with what my parents' answers will be.
and now, I'm freaking out.

No joke.

So, right now, I'm praying with all my heart that I will be able to go for the shoot without having my parents to worry about me.

Because this will be my last shoot for the time being until after I come back from National Service.

this is your cosplay and KHR fanatic blogger, Yukino...

SIGNING OUT!!!!!

XOXO~~

ARRIVEDERCI~~~~

(P.S: Raining season is coming along~ and so are the mosquitoes~ =3= *whacks mosquitoes*

10 Apr 2011 (2): Vocaloid Nico Nico chorus cover fever~ ♪♫

2011-04-10T03:48:00.000-07:00

||Mood||: Still feeling...down...and sleepy~ .w.

||Currently listening to||
-all are in video form in this post-

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Second post of the day as I'm trying my very best to keep myself awake~ .w.

though I really really wanna take a nap....but... well....I wanna stay awake~ >~<

so....here I am, with my second post of the day, about my love towards all Nico Nico chorus cover versions of some of my ultimate fave Vocaloid songs~ <3

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So, there is a lot of Nico Nico chorus cover versions of all Vocaloid songs, estimation numbers should reach to more than 100,000 covered songs by different Nico Nico singers. Some were really awesome, and some were really awesome epic~ <3

And now, here in this post, I'mma present to you four of my epic fave Vocaloid songs along with the best of the best Nico Nico chorus cover version that I've found in YouTube~ :)

( I will post all songs with the original version first followed by the Nico Nico chorus cover version of my choice~ ^^)

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Song: ヴェノマニア公の狂気 (The Madness of Duke Venomania)

Original singer: Gakupo Kamui

ORIGINAL VOCALS

For me, personally, and I think most girl fans agree, that there is no doubt on how sexy Gakupo is in this song and this video~ <3
oh, how I wish I could be in the castle with him forever~ and NEVER LEAVE~ <3
Kaito does look kinda cute trying to crossdress as a girl~ XD no offense to all Kaito fans as I am one myself too~ <3

NICO NICO CHORUS COVER

the Nico Nico chorus cover version was...OMG~ >w<

though not really as sexy as Gakupo's, but hey, it worked~ <3 and it was really awesome TO THE MAX!!!! XDDD

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Song: Corruption Garden

Original singer: Luka Megurine

ORIGINAL VOCALS

Yet another powerful song from Luka Megurine~ <3 and honestly my ultimate fave song from her aside "Just Be Friends"~ OwO <3

NICO NICO CHORUS COVER

This Nico Nico chorus cover version is as powerful as Luka's~ and when all six vocals combined with Luka's, it spells AWESOME!!!!! <3

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Song: Glow

Original singer: Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK

ORIGINAL VOCALS

Farby the most gentle and genuine-sounding song from Miku. Though it was the APPEND DARK version of her, but it still her vocals~ <3
one of the most epic beautiful songs from her which made me cried the very first time I heard it and also it became my lullaby song~ <3

NICO NICO CHORUS COVER

The beginning of the song was a bit rough, but after that, the vocals of the coverers just harmonized and became one and epic beautiful~ ;w; <3

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Song: Romeo and Cinderella

Original singer: Miku Hatsune

ORIGINAL VOCALS

Despite how the video shows the lust between Miku and Kaito, but the story in the song between them is really touching~ ;w;
and also, her real love and devotion towards him is so deep~ she wants to be like Cinderella instead of Juliet and Kaito is her Romeo because she don't want a tragic end to their love story~ <3
ahahahahh, yes, it's already part of my fanfiction, don't worry~

NICO NICO CHORUS COVER

MOST. EPIC. NICO NICO CHORUS COVER. EVER!!!!!!!!!
The video and the vocals is just....WOW~ <3
when they're combined, it's just....yea....I LOVE I!!! YOU MUST LOVE IT TOO~~ ;w;

and one particular vocal that stood out among all the other awesome voices is Nico Nico chorus singer, Hanatan.

So, to give her recognition for her awesome vocals, I present to you the solo cover version of "Romeo and Cinderella" by Hanatan.

HANATAN COVER

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Line is untable right now, so gotta keep everything short~ >w<
hope you like all these songs as much as I do~ ^^ <3

This is your cosplay and KHR fanatic blogger, Yukino...

SIGNING OUT!!

XOXO~~

ARRIVEDERCI~~~

(P.S: I'm a Vocaloid-tard, just to let you know~ XD)

10 Apr 2011: Yesterday was....

2011-04-10T00:58:00.000-07:00

||Mood||: Seemingly tired~ .w.

||Currently listening to||
> Romeo and Cinderella - Miku Hatsune
> Romeo and Cinderella - Nico Nico Chorus cover by Tonon ( とのん), Seriyu (セリユ), Komota (コモ太), Usa (うさ), Regi (レジ), Tama, Yumo (ゆも) & Hanatan (花たん)
> Cendrillion - Kaito Shion & Miku Hatsune
> Just Be Friends - Luka Megurine
> Corruption Garden - Luka Megurine
> Corruption Garden - Nico Nico Chorus cover

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..........EXTREMELY AWESOME!!!!!!!! 8D

Well...apart from finding out that I wasn't even close to eligible to take part in the SUKMA team selection, the rest of the day was awesomely FUN~ <3

Maybe the details of the day is pretty...not so detailed~ but still, imma share with you all~ <3

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Yes, I friggin woke up at 5.45am...been God knows how many months since I woke up that early, and I'm pretty surprised that I could still wake up that early~ 8D

So, got ready, ate breakfast, yardee yaaarrr, and waited for my ex-school bus to come along~ :D

Arrived at school at about....7.10am, and waited for Hanatsu and Michiru for a good 30 minutes before they arrived~ =w= (Yes, I was always the Awaiter...and the rest would come along only after 30 minutes....OTL)

So well....I remember breaking the handle of the car of Michiru's mom...and the rest was the travel in the LRT~ .w.

Reached Bukit Jalil at about 8.20am....and walked throughout the massively massive stadium area just to find that the selections were held in the hall at the END of the stadium area...Institute Sukan Negara or something like that~ XD

Found ourselves a place to sit and watch the aspiring hopefuls go through the Endurance test, which seemed...kinda scary~~ .w.

After that, we went to watch the poomsae people do the patterns altogether. They started from taegeuk 6...and all the way to God-knows-what-level-of-black-belt-it-was pattern that seemed so confusing and crazily hard.

And that was when I realized that I was lucky enough to be late to arrive at the centre...because I'm nothing but a noobie idiot who can't do all those hard patterns~ TT^TT

Anyhows....after the pre-selection session ended for the poomsae people, Michiru, Hanatsu, Bonn, Karpa, Ravind, his mom and sis and I went to Masjid Jamek station via LRT to eat McDonalds for lunch~ :D (I was friggin hungry at that time, I just said: WHATEVER!!! EAT ANYTHING WILL DO!!!! TTwTT)

The craziness of the day began at McDonalds (well...it actually started while we were walking out from the stadium to the Bukit Jalil LRT station...but back then, it still wasn't at 'danger' level~ XD) when all of us sat there for a good one and a half hour eating, joking and laughing out loud like some lunatics that escaped from the mental problem hospital in Tanjung Rambutan~ XD

And we also discovered the crazy side of everyone~ XD (as if we all don't have a secret crazy side of us~ >w<)

After McDonalds, we went on the LRT (again~) to Times Square to play bowling there~ XD

my bowling skills seem to have declined rapidly~ .w.

and I also had a bad case of cramp on my left foot almost towards the end of the game~ .___.

OTL

but it was still fun anyway~ XD

Michiru won the game in the end, although Bonn was in the lead at the beginning~ XD

after that, due to extreme tiredness, especially Bonn and Karpa who were part of those who were in the pre-selection team, all of us decided to head back home~ :/

and yeah, I died upon reaching home~~ orz

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Well...I dont know how to put it, but the day was so fun, that I somehow forgot how to say some things or describe what some other events that happened during the day....so I hereby sincerely apologize if I've left out any extra details as right now, my mind is being overwhelmed by loads of stress in the process of preparing the lauch of our Project DVST 2011 this Saturday~

it's going pretty well so far, but the worst part is that....I haven't asked my parents' permission.... O_O

I'm dead.

Oh yeah~

This is your cosplay and KHR fanatic blogger, Yukino..

SIGNING OUT!!!!!!!

XOXO~~~

ARRIVEDERCI~~~~

(P.S: Yes, I tend to forget a lot of events lately~ ;w; I hope this won't continue on myself...or else I'd be suspecting myself for having memory loss or something~ TTATT)

08 Apr 2011: Tomorrow's plan~

2011-04-08T04:39:00.000-07:00

||Mood||: Still moody to think about Saya's passing...but life has got to go on~ :(

||Currently listening to||
> On The Floor - Jennifer Lopez ft. Pitbull
> Rocketeer - Far East Movement
> Love Like Woe - The Ready Set
> Migikata no Chou - Len Kagamine
> Corruption Garden - Luka Megurine
> Glow - Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK

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Ohaithar~ :)

sorry for not being able to update my blog for the past few days~

not only I had to hand over the broadband to my elder sister for the sake of her assignments, but also I didn't really had the mood to go online anyway~ :/

Yea, due to thinking about Saya's passing...and also other stuffs~ ; ^ ;

But then, life has got to move on no matter what, so yea...

I'm moving on, doing other things to distract myself from thinking of her~ ^^

So...what's my plan for tomorrow?? XD

Attend the selection for the Wilayah Persekutuan taekwondo team of SUKMA.

Can I hear a yayyy?? 8D <3

SUKMA stands for Sukan Malaysia, and it's kinda like the national version of Commonwealth~ |D

and since my master said that I am capable enough to try out for the team, so I decided to give it a try~ ^^

Oh wait, not sparring yeaaaa~ =3=

I'm more to poomsae, puh-leeze~ =w=V

and I'd rather try out for team version rather than solo~ because I suck at doing things by solo~ ;w;

So, wish me luck ya? XD

I don't know whether or not I'll get chosen, but...you know~ even if I don't get chosen, but at least I got some experience, and I'll also know what is my current level in taekwondo~ ^^

and oh yea, my other plan for tomorrow?

MAYBE go watch "Suckerpunch"~ :)

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Well, that's it for today's random and really short update, coz seriously...

I dont have anything to update on~ >w<

This is your cosplay and KHR fanatic blogger, Yukino...

SIGNING OUT!!!

XOXO~~

ARRIVEDERCI~~~

(P.S: Project DVST 2011 is launching next Saturday!!!! XD Give me your best wishes and wish me the best of luck~ ;w;)

04 Apr 2011 (2): 明るコスプレスターの損失に敬意...

2011-04-04T03:08:00.000-07:00

||Mood||: Feeling very down~ .__.

||Currently listening to||
> Glow - Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK
> Kiss Me Goodbye - Angela Aki ("Final Fantasy XII" OST)
> Goodbye - Air Supply
> Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

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*Second post of the day~~~*

Ohaithar, internet folks~ :)

well...though I dont really have the mood to do a second post for the day, but I felt as if...if I don't do one, then I'll feel kinda heavy-hearted and also really sad~ T^T

Google Translate the title of this post first before you proceed to find out exactly what is this post about.

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It was barely a year since I started cosplay and also got to know a lot about cosplay and also all those people involved in cosplay, directly and indirectly. I also got to know loads of really cool and awesome cosplayers from Japan that I look up to, I respect and I make as my idol in my interests for cosplay.

And there is one cosplayer who stood out amongst all those who are on the top.

One female cosplayer who, in my eyes, is the best and the cosplayer who had inspired me a lot in my cosplays.

The female cosplayer who is the dearest to all who loves her.

She's none other than our dearest cosplayer...

SAYA

沙谷

Known internationally with the name Dearest Saya that seperates her from all the others with the same name, stepped into the cosplay scene almost 6 years ago when cosplay was still not very famous here in Malaysia. Not long after she debuted, she became well known in the eyes of many and also loved by all who knows her.

over the years, she have cosplayed many characters with close precision.

And in all her cosplays, it makes all those who sees it feel a sense of genuine and love in her towards all the characters that she has cosplayed.

And she is always well known for her Miku Hatsune cosplay.

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Some of her cosplay works that in my eyes, were the best.

Black ☆Rock Shooter Miku

Miku Hatsune in seifuku version together with KANAME☆ as Kaito.

another Black☆Rock Shooter Miku

Yoko from Tengen Toppa Gurren Laggan

Shana from Shakugan no Shana

and my personal favourite one from her, as Miku Hatsune in Cantarella version.

She looks so elegant here~ <3

another shot of her as Miku Hatsune in Cantarella version~ :)

looking at these pictures of her really had made me inspired to improve on my Miku cosplay even more~ :)

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But just when I was about to await for more of her awesome cosplays, a heartbreaking news broke just recently...and shocked the whole of the cosplay community.

Our dearest Saya is gone.

She is forever gone.

Solid evidence is found in one of the note posted in the official Facebook english fanclub page of Saya,

here: http://www.facebook.com/notes/saya-cosplayer/this-is-good-bye-we-3-%E6%B2%99%E8%B0%B7-forever-everyone-please-read/163516890372698

A summary of the note:

In the early morning of March 15 2011, just a few days after the 9.0 magnitude on Ritcher scale quake rocked the nation where cosplay originated, Saya was involved in an accident and has passed away in the accident. Her death is personally confirmed by Saya's own sister and Tsugihagi☆Mishin-san (Saya's bestfriend), whose original blog post is stated in the note (you may need a Google Translate for her part of the post), but further details on the accident is kept private for her sake.

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Saya has always been an inspiration and an idol to me, and all her cosplays have the biggest impact on me, always awing me to the max and making me respect even more as more cosplays from her were unveiled one by one.

And to know that my ultimate cosplay idol is gone without my notice...it was really really painful to know~ ;^;

Who else will be there? To continue to become my inspiration?

But all of us must accept this painful reality. And we must also think of it this way: She is now in a better place~

this is a video...a tribute to her...a video which has a compilation of some of her greatest works in the short 6 years of her history in cosplay.

Title: Tribute to Cosplayer Saya- Saihate Ballad Arrange

Uploaded by: Bepanthen3

Song: Saihate ~Ballad Arrange~ - Miku Hatsune

and a personal song dedication to Saya from me to her...

Title: Kelly Clarkson- Already Gone (Lyrics)

Uploaded by: gossipgirlfann

Song: Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

The lyrics of this song is like Saya singing to us, telling us that people do come and go. She knows that all of us love her dearly, but it was already her time to go, so she's already gone.

Q^Q

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All her cosplays have had a really big influence on all cosplayers.

her legacy will live on forever and ever, and she will always be loved and remembered by those who loved her thoughout this time.

She will always be...

OUR DEAREST SAYA....

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I LOVE YOU, SAYA.

ALL OF US WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

XOXO~

ARRIVEDERCI~~

(P.S: All pictures and videos belong to their respective owners. I own none of the pictures and video above. I'm just someone who shares them.)

04 Apr 2011: A Look into the Romanovs' Execution

2011-04-04T01:13:00.000-07:00

||Mood||: neutral desuu~ :3 that's just how I always feel when I'm doing some research on historical facts~ >w<

||Currently listening to||
> Love the Way You Lie - Rihanna ft. Eminem
> Glow - Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK
> Dear - Miku Hatsune

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Hey y'all~ :D

today I'll be doing something a lil different~ to show you a different interest of mine, which is to investigate (or rather...get to know~ |D) the histories of other countries that have always been clouded by mysteries for centuries. And for this case, I'm most interested in the history of how the Romanovs came to an end over 90 years ago~ :)

and I mean ALL of them.

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A documentary called "Riddles of the Romanov" aired on National Geography last night, and as the usual curious person on the history of Romanovs, I stayed up (well...it airs on 11pm-12am~ XD) to watch it~ :D

And through that documentary, I found out that all this while, no one from the Romanov family or even those who have accompanied the royal family have survived the execution. The execution was lead by a Bolshevik officer Yakov Yurovsky. A firing squad had been assembled and was waiting in an adjoining room, composed of seven Communist soldiers from Central Europe, and three local Bolsheviks, all under the command of Yakov.

The execution was carried out in the wine cellar of the Ipatiev House, also known as the "house of special purpose" in the town of Yekaterinburg, early in the morning of 18 July 1918.

The first to die was none other than Tsar Nicholas II himself, shot right in the skull by Yakov himself.

The Tsar, the empress and two menservants were killed in the first episode of gunfire; Marie, Dr Botkin and the empress' maid Demidova were wounded. Thick smoke had filled the room from so many weapons being fired at close quarters, as well as from plaster dust released from the walls by bullets. To allow the haze to clear, the gunmen left the room for some minutes, leaving all the victims behind. When the gunman returned, Dr Botkin was shot and the Tsarevich Alexei was slaughtered, one gunman repeatedly trying to shoot or stab the boy in the torso. The jewels sewn in his clothes protected him, and finally another gunman fired two shots into his head. Tatiana and Olga were then killed by single bullets to the head.

The last victims, Maria, Anastasia and the maid Demidova, were on the floor beneath the room's one window. As the gunman approached, Maria stood and struggled with Ermakov as he tried to stab her. The jewels in her clothing shielded her, and Ermakov claimed that he killed her with a shot to the head. Ermakov then struggled with Anastasia, failed to stab her, and said he killed her, too, with a shot to the head. Maria's skull shows no trace of bullet wounds and it is unclear how she died. Ermakov was quite drunk during the murders and possibly his shot only creased Maria's scalp, knocking her unconscious and producing considerable blood flow, but not killing her. Then, as the bodies were taken out of the cellar room, two of the grand duchesses showed signs of life. One sat up and screamed, throwing her arm over her head, while the other, bleeding from the mouth, moaned and moved slightly. Since the head wounds inflicted on Olga and Tatiana were instantly fatal, it is likely that Maria, perhaps only unconscious, was the sister who screamed, while Anastasia may still have been able to move and moan. Although Ermakov's archived statement does not say so, he told his wife that Anastasia was finished off with bayonets while Yurovsky wrote that as the bodies were carried out, one or more of the girls cried out and were clubbed on the back of the head. But again, the back of Maria's skull shows no traces of violence, and Anastasia's burned and fragmented remains, identified in 2009, offer no clues to the cause of her death.

So, from the grave that was dug up where they found charred remains of two bodies, of a boy and a girl, it was proven that the boy in fact IS Tsaverich Alexei, the youngest child. But the girl, though proven to be a Romanov child, was unclear on whether it was Maria or Anastacia.

On your account, who do you think it was?

For me, I strongly believed that it was Anastacia~ :D

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Since the informations of the biggest case in history is soooooo long and confusing in my account for me to write it all down here, here's some links that provides a lot of information for you to read~ :D

Title: Nicholas II of Russia (in Wikipedia)

Link: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nicholas_II_of_Russia

Title: Grand Duchess Anastasia Nikolaevna of Russia (in Wikipedia)

Link: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grand_Duchess_Anastasia_Nikolaevna_of_Russia

Title: Alexei Nikolaevich, Tsarevich of Russia

Link: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alexei_Nikolaevich,_Tsarevich_of_Russia

enjoy reading them~ :D

and oh, a little gallery on portraits of the last Romanov family.

the five children of Tsar Nicholas II and Tsarina Alexandra~ :D

from oldest to youngest: Olga, Tatiana, Maria, Anastacia and Alexei, all in their imperial clothes~

a full family portrait of Tsar Nicholas II and Tsarina Alexandra with their four princess and one prince~ :)

another portrait of the last Romanov family~ :)

there's no doubt that Anastacia is the most beautiful of all of the sisters~ <3

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One thing that touched me about this family was that they were together at life and death.

During life, all of them were really close to one another and they loved each other.

And also during death, they died together, side by side, forever inseperable by anything~ :)

And this is probably my most favourite historical mysteries EVER.

Okay, off to think on my fanfiction...and also to decide on whether to write a second post today~ .w.

this is your cosplay and KHR fanatic blogger, Yukino...

SIGNING OUT!!!

XOXO~

ARRIVEDERCI~~

(P.S: The next post, even if I'll post it up today or only tomorrow, it'll definitely crush the hearts of cosplay fans~ TT^TT)

01 Apr 2011: Iratella Catena wig + lenses test

2011-04-01T08:12:00.000-07:00

||Mood||: I dunno...sleepy...? Tired...? Hungry...? Oh wait...neither of these are moods~ |D
||Currently listening to||
> Butterflies - Alana Lee Hamilton
> Arigatou ~Sekai no Doko Itemo~ - Hey! Say! JUMP
> Sakura Kiss - Chieco Kawabe ("Ouran HSHC" OP)
> Ranbu no Melody - SID ("Bleach" OP)
> Uso - SID ("Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood" OP)
> Inori ~You Raise Me Up~ - Lena Park ("Romeo X Juliet" OP)
> Cyclone - 12012 ("Romeo X Juliet" ED)
> Futatsu no Kodou to Akai Tsumi - On/Off ("Vampire Knight" OP)
> Rinne ~Rondo~ - On/Off ("Vampire Knight: Guilty" OP)
> Tienohra - Peha (it's a Slovakian song, okay? -3-)
> Glow - Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK

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Hey y'all~ :D
Just wanna wish all of you............

Happy April Fool's Day!!!! XD

Have any one of you got pranked today? (well, no doubt, right? |D) Or were you the one playing pranks on everyone? 8D
either way, do have fun and also watch your back, and do becareful on the prank that you pull on others coz the pranks might hurt them, directly or indirectly~ >.<

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Well, since I didn't had the mood to prank or to be pranked, I just stayed in my room and did a...lame...*coughs* camwhore session of my new wig and lenses. Yea, I camwhored with my lenses again along with the wig just to complete the (almost complete) look of Iratella~ :D

So, you can roughly imagine on how Iratella looks like through some (not so nice) sample (camwhore) pictures of me in the wig and the lenses~ :D

ENJOY!!!! <3

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Like before...XD

starting off with opening-the-parcel "ceremony" ~ XD lolololllll~

and the pics were taken at...2:30am last night....? XD

The parcel!!! Still in perfect condition~ :D

and these are the contents of the parcel~

so nice of 'em to give me a wig cap for free at this moment when I was really craving to get a new one~ ;w; *grateful mode*

Opened the plastic bag~ :D

and the wig's still safely in the net~ <3

took the wig out of the net and realized that its length is actually pretty long~O.O longer than in the sample photo~

which is why it made me love it more, because actually the first time when I saw it on the sample photo, I thought it was only until below chest level, whilst Iratella's hair is til waist length. But I bought this because the style and colour was the most suitable~ <3

who knew the length actually was perfect too~ ;w;

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CAMWHORE SESSION TIME!!!!!! <3

Okay, so no worries, coz for this camwhore session, I actually put on some BB cream to cover up some of my pimples~ =w=b

(but no matter what I do, I just can't make those eyebags of mine invisible~ ;w;)

wore my contact lenses too to let you see how Iratella would roughly look like~ :)

durrrrr~ went into my nee-chan's room to camwhore in front of the mirror, but then...guess I just won't be needing it~ |3

Is it just me, or I think I look like a (scary) baby doll (with freckles) here~ 8D

:D <3

(does my eyes look weird to you? o3o)

damn, look at those eyebags~ |D

(yea, been sleeping pretty late for the past few days~ .w.)

I guess all my cosplay looks just won't look right without my glasses~ .w.

but I gotta say...this megane look looks pretty cool, dontcha think? XD

[my facial expression in the picture: o3o] <---or so I think~ XD

tried to do a cool pose, but ended up looking more like a...whatisthisidonteven~~ =3=

You just can't deny that nerd is the new cool~ <3

My eyes somehow looks pretty...odd~ |D

I actually did this on purpose: to face the light source and take this pic to show you the brighter shade of the contact lenses~ :D

--END OF ANOTHER CAMWHORE SESSION--
XD

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I hafta admit, though cheap, but the wig's pretty...pretty~ <3 I love it ALOT~XD
but as a usual sucky wig owner, the wig seems to have become messier compared to when I first took it out from its plastic bag~ .w.

But I'll try my very best to take care of it properly like it's my baby~ ;w; <3

Now that I've gotten all my things for my Iratella cosplay, Hanatsu have asked me to await for the arrival of HER things for her Haine & Hyun cosplay~ >w< she said that the items are expected to arrive within this week or next week~ :D
and her other request to me is to camwhore with all her newly arrived wigs when they arrived to show her how it looks like~ .w.
damn, I no look good in yellowish blonde~ .3. (yea, she ordered Len and Rinoa -I think- wig for Hyun and Haine respectively..... .w.)
But as her loyal wig caretaker (since her parents doesn't know that she cosplays), I will do it~ :D
no harm in trying a new look ~ *3*

offline-ing earlier tonight to get more sleep~ >.< been getting not much sleep nowadays so all pimples are starting to pop out again~ .3.

This is your cosplay and KHR fanatic blogger, Yukino...

SIGNING OUT~!!

XOXO~~
ARRIVEDERCI~~~

(P.S: I might stop from going online for a few days to deal with some family crisis now. But that depends~ >w<)

31 Mar 2011: Contact lenses have arrived~ ♥♥♥♥♥

2011-03-31T10:11:00.000-07:00

||Mood||: super happy!!! 8DDD

||Currently listening to||
> Hold It Against Me - Britney Spears
> Airplanes (pt.2) - B.O.B feat Hayley Williams and Eminem
> Perfect - Pink
> Tooi Michi no Saki de - Romi Paku
> Arigatou ~Sekai no Doko Itemo~ - Hey! Say! JUMP

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Hey ya!!! XD

Today's the last day of the month before the arrival of April Fool's Day~ (tomorrow's 1st April and you never knew??? =3=) how has March been for everyone? :D
For me, it was...just average~ but still have some cool sides to it~ :)

just look at all my posts for this month~ XD

yeaaaaa, there WAS some bad moments, but they don't get me down~ ^^

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So, referring to the title of the post...

yes, I have recieved my contact lenses today!!!! 8DD <3

Mai beloved Dollyeye Blytheye Series in grey which is to be used for my original character cosplay, Iratella Catena~ ^^ <3

A gallery of pictures to show you the lenses (in an extremely low quality, thanx to my only source of photography, which is my phone~ .w.) from prior to opening the parcel all the way til camwhore-ing while wearing it~ XD

ENJOY!!!! XD (I suppose...? |D)

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First up~~
the preparation of the contact lens~ 8D

The unopened parcel~ :D

(the catchphrase "DIJAMIN SAMPAI ESOK" was no joke~ XD coz the dealer told me that she sent it out yesterday, and it actually arrived today~ 8DD)

After opening the parcel, this is the two small bottles that contains the contact lenses which is wrapped in a sheet of newspaper~ :3

After opening it.....

TADAAAA!!!! 8DD

I like the label on the vials~ <3

the power of my lenses~~
(yea, a friggin -7.50 , I'm THAT blind~ |D)

Still nice and pwetty in there~ <3

All the things that I need to prepare the lenses~ <3

The emptied vial~ XD

cleaning up one of the contact lens in my palm~ 8D

After cleaning and rinsing them properly, they're placed in their new home~ <3

and they're left for 4 hours for the protein residues or other particles to be removed~

**************4 HOURS LATER**************

The lenses are ready to be tested!!! 8D

wore them and camwhored with them~ XD

I took like, more than 50 camwhore pics today, but these are the (I think) best five~ XD

[WARNING: NO MAKEUP WAS USED TO COVER UP FACIAL DEFECTS DURING THIS CAMWHORE SESSION. PLEASE PROCEED AT YOUR OWN RISK.]

(XD)

Trying out the megane look~ 8D

CHEESUUU~~ <3

The Stare~ (???)

Warate~ :)

-END OF CAMWHORE SESSION-

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Wokays!! XD That's about it~ :D

And oh, another great news: just halfway thru writing this post, I found out that my wig actually arrived today too!!! 8'D

But it was because my items arrived when my mum and I was out for brunch, my neighbour accepted the parcel for me and kept it in her house while she went out for work. And after coming back, she handed over the parcel to me~ <3

Right now, I haven't opened it yet, but I'm gonna go offline earlier tonight to get a peek of my new wig and maybe try doing a lil camwhore with it and post the pictures up in tomorrow's post~ :D

and no, it won' be an April Fool's Day post, demmit~ =3=

This is your cosplay and KHR fanatic blogger, Yukino.....

SIGNING OUT!!!!!!

XOXO~

ARRIVEDERCI~~

(P.S: I have the urge to order more contact lenses now~ ;w; thru the same dealer, of course~ ;D)

30 Mar 2011: Of online purchasings for Iratella Catena

2011-03-30T09:01:00.000-07:00

||Mood||: HAPPEH!!! Passed my taekwondo upgrading test today~ :'D

||Currently listening to||
> Koi wa Groovyx2 - Yuna Ito
> My All - Ayumi Hamasaki
> Claire de Lune [piano version] - Claude Debussy
> Magnet - Luka Megurine & Miku Hatsune
> Corruption Garden - Luka Megurine
> Just Be Friends - Luka Megurine
> Glow - Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK

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Hey there!! :D

how have you all been lately?

I'm fine too, thanx~ :D

Just carried out my taekwondo upgrading test today, btw~ from blue 1 to blue 2~ :D progress is slow, but at least I'm making progress!! ^^

passed it, duh~ XD that's why I'm feeling pretty happy today!! >w<

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Okay, so, in case you're wondering why I've ditched my blog for the past two days was because I have been pretty busy doing some last minute cosplay stuffs online shopping for my original character cosplay, Iratella Catena~ :D

Ordered a pair of contact lenses and a brown long wavy wig~ <3

Contact lenses is Dollyeye Blytheye series in Grey:

and the wig that I bought was a near waist length dark brown wavy wig:

(this is not the exact wig, but it looks something like this~ :D)

total cost?

RM 52 (wig) + RM 30 (contact lenses) = RM 82

TTWTT

All my hard earned money is gone within two days after banking them in~ ;w;

but it was because they say that it might be arriving within this week was why I decided to bank in the money within this two days~ (they were my angpao money, btw~ TTwTT)

So, pretty satisfied to know the fact that because they were cheap and affordable for me and that they are arriving within this week itself. <3

and now, I'm thinking of a way to accept the parcels without having my mom to kill me after she finds out the amount of money that I spent for these two~ .w.

ahahahhh, we'll just see how things will turn out when the time comes~ >.<

By the way, if any of these two items arrive by tomorrow, I'll flip with joy~ 8D because I wanna feel the accomplishment of having to do online purchasings by myself and not relying on Hanatsu all the time~ >w<

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Well, that's it for this post's random...randomness~ XD

I'm just rather excited because it's my first time ordering things online by myself, so for me, it's a pretty big accomplishment~ ^^

This is your cosplay and KHR fanatic blogger, Yukino...

SIGNING OUT!!!!!!!

XOXO~

ARRIVEDERCI~~~

(P.S: My hair is finally long enough to be tied into a high ponytail!!! QwQ <3 I like tieing my hair into high ponytails because I seem to look better in it~ >w<)

28 Mar 2011: My favourite score from "Tangled" ♪♫

2011-03-28T09:29:00.000-07:00

||Mood||: tired~~ .w.

||Currently listening to||
> Tooi Michi no Saki de - Ai Takekawa ("Inuyasha: The Final Act" ED)
> Arigatou ~Sekai no Doko Itemo~ - Hey! Say! JUMP
> Kingdom Dance - Alan Menken ("Tangled" OST)

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Ohaithar, internet folks! o/

hehe, as for today, I won't be discussing on any trending topics lately, but instead, I'm gonna share with you a really awesome original score from an original Disney movie, "Tangled", the remake (and a better version, in my opinion~ XD) of "Rapunzel~ :D

it has been a personal favourite of mine ever since I first watched "Tangled" (sorry to say this, but I only watched it for the very first time just two weeks ago after purchasing the DVD~ TwT)

ahh, anyways, if you want to know more about "Tangled", uhm...

GO GOOGLE IT!! XD

okay, so here's the vid of the original score~ :D

the title of the score is "Kingdom Dance" which was composed by legendary composer Alan Menken, the guy who is responsible for all the awesome masterpieces of original scores for some of the epic Disney animations such as "The Little Mermaid", "Hercules" and so much more~ XD

I especially love this score because it's so lively and encouraging~ and of course, at the part where the song begins to pick up its pace (at about 1:15 into the video), it makes me wanna stand up and dance~ XD not just riverdance, but also some contemporary mixed into the Victorian-ish kind of dance~ XD

and you know what? XD

I feel like downloading this song and using it for a performance (yeesh, cosplay performance~ XD) well, it's not really a 100% confirmed plan yet, but, haha~ I just friggin love this score~ <3

I hope there was an extended version of the score~ TT^TT

ENJOY THE SCORE!!! AND LOVE IT!!!

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Well, right now, I'm still waiting Michiru to upload pics from the result day so that I can post up a post on it, but since she's already started studying, so it depends~ :/

and I'm also still waiting for my Fujoshi H.School photographer to upload pics from our Comic Fiesta debut photoshoot~ but since he's always busy, so can't disturb or bug him about it~ >.<

so, either way, for now, I will be blogging loads of craps, so beware~

Don't say I never warned you~ XD

This is your cosplay and KHR fanatic blogger, Yukino~

SIGNING OUT!!!

XOXO~
ARRIVEDERCI~~~

(P.S: My whole body hurts from yesterday's taekwondo training~ ;w; my ass hurts especially orz)

26 Mar 2011: Lesson on Love-declaration in Facebook~

2011-03-27T10:52:00.000-07:00

||Mood||: sleepy, actually~ =w= but I just wanna throw something in here to entertain myself~ |D

||Currently listening to||
> Tooi Michi no Saki de - Ai Takekawa ("Inuyasha: The Final Act" ED)
> Arigatou ~Sekai no Doko Itemo~ - Hey! Say! JUMP
> Sen no Kotoba - Kumi Koda ("Final Fantasy X-2" OST)

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hey y'all internet folks! ^o^/

sorry for not updating for quite a while now~ I initially wanted to wait for Michiru to upload the pics from the SPM result release day, then only I'll update my blog.

but under one of my dear imouto's request (sorreh, no camwhore pics for the moment yea~ -w-) I decided to update my blog with some random topics for the moment.

And for today, it'll be about love-declaration on Facebook publicly and how it's affecting others.

(lol, I think I made it sound so hazardous~ XD)

[P.S: No, I'm not being jealous again~ =3= I'm just stating my honest opinions and no more than that~ :D So don't misunderstand anything~ =w=+]

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(I hereby state that this post is from my point of view as a relationship consultor~ :D)

Okay, so...love-declaration to one another.

It is a normal thing to do in reality or even in the virtual world (social networks, especially).

So, if it's in reality, it is a MUST to maintain a relationship. (like duh, takkan wanna say "I haet joo" pulak~ XD) So I don't mind if a couple wants to show that they love each other AS LONG AS they don't over-do it or even do excessive 'Public Display of Affections' such as make-out or hugging...too intimately. (seriously, I hate that~ D:<)

Then, it comes to social networking sites.

So, when a couple is a unable to meet up with one another, they'll depend on social networking sites (especially Facebook, as based to what I'm observing now~) to contact one another.

And as if announcing that you and a particular person is in a relationship by changing your relationship status to "In a relationship" or "Married to" (<--- for unmarried couples, putting up your status as this makes me wanna punch you in the face~ =w=+) with your beloved isn't public enough, and yet you still go around to your beloved's profile and posted CLEARLY AND OBVIOUS on his/her wall or also update your own status that states "I LOVE YOU" or "I MISS YOU~ *hugs* <3" and all.

Seriously~!!! @A@

It annoys me!!! it's as if you are trying to show off to the world that you are in a relationship and that you're awesome!! >A<

I know, I know that's it's not right for me to butt into others' relationships or anything, but as someone who has been observing things that has been going around, I take this real seriously to myself and also to all those who feel the same way as me.

Now, I don't remember Facebook as being a social network site specially only for couples/lovers to keep declaring your love to one another and also to say lovey-dovey things to one another~ >A<

it's okay for you, I know~ but have you ever considered what others would think about you?

sheesh~ >.> obviously those who feels proud about doing that have never taken others' feelings into account before saying anything~

I'm not trying to say that it's bad, but it's just pretty annoying and it's...as what I would think as inappropriate~ D:

because by declaring your love to one another publicly especially in Facebook, you're not just declaring your love to one another; you're actually declaring your love to one another AND TO THE WHOLE WORLD!!!

SERIOUSLY!!! DX
All you wanted to do was to tell the whole world that you love him/her??

Well, unless you're saying that you love the world and want to maintain world peace, then I'll assume that as an exception~ =w=

Relationship statuses to me is more than enough to show the world that you are in a relationship, and posting wall posts or statuses that declares your love to him/her is just over-exaggerating the relationship~ D:

as if while being together, you won't even have the time to tell "I love you" to him/her in less than 2 seconds.

like, WTF man~ =n=

I may not be a person who's very pro in relationships (or even have been in a relationships) but that doesn't mean that I don't have any ideas about all these things~ =3=

So, for the last time, let me tell all those who likes to declare their love to their beloved publicly...

DECLARE YOUR LOVE TO ONE ANOTHER, NOT TO ONE ANOTHER AND THE WORLD.

*peace*

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This part of the post is specially for one particular person that I've been observing for a pretty long time. Whether or not that person will read this post, hopefully it'll give some realization to that person and...you know, get that person to think in that person's right mind.

(to that girl whom I've been observing for a few weeks now...and yes, she's one of my close friends, so hopefully she gets a wake up call from here~)

A few weeks ago, you said that you were looking for your childhood friend from kindergarden and also stated that you might have a crush on him. You also stated that hopefully when you managed to find him, you want to try to become an item with him.

As one who always supports another to do what they really wanna chase for, I supported her and asked her not to give up and continue to search for him on Facebook.

I really hoped that she would.

But then, all of a sudden, she changed her relationship status to be "In a relationship" with one of the guy cosplayer that have just recently started out in cosplaying. I have no idea whether the relationship between them was genuine or not, because based on her, she said that she changed to that relationship status with him because the both of them planned to do a cosplay pair of Hayate and Nagi from "Hayate no Gotoku". Okay, so, at first I just believed that.

but when I start to see those public love declarations between the both of them (especially from her to him), I'm beginning to feel...odd...because, she said that she would never give up on trying to find that childhood friend of hers and that once she does find him, she will want to be couples with him~ D:

Okay, so, the logical thing here is that if she does find him on Facebook and as promised, she will want to be couples with him. Then she adds him as a friend on Facebook and when he sees that relationship status of hers before confirming her friend request, and when he does approve her friend request and sees that she changes her relationship status to "Single" once he does approve her request, he'll suspect something, no?

(I mean, all of this is to my logic~ and i hope you do understand what i'm trying to explain here~ ;w;)

*Sigh* but what to do? She doesn't see the world the same way as I do.

So whatever her decision is after this, and if she does encounter any problem, it's a maybe that I'll help her. But if the problem as stated above occurs when her childhood friend says that he doesn't want to be couples with her, I don't know if I can help her when the time comes. :/

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Ahhh, well, that's it for today's random crap and honest confessions on what I've been keeping inside lately. :)

do note that this is just an honest opinion of mine and not something that I'm writing to shoot anyone here.

Cheers~ :D

This is your KHR and cosplay fanatic blogger, Yukino..

SIGNING OUT!!!

XOXO~~~

ARRIVEDERCI~~~

(P.S: I found my passion and true love for taekwondo again~ ;w; <3)

22 Mar 2011 (2): LESS THAN 24 HOURS TO GO!!!

2011-03-22T04:23:00.000-07:00

||Mood||: Dead nervous~ DX

||Currently listening to||
> Arigatou ~Sekai no Doko Itemo~ - Hey! Say! JUMP
> Brand New Breeze - Kanon ("La Corda D'oro ~primo passo~" OP)

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Hey y'all~ :)

The nervousness for tomorrow is spreading everywhere on all social network sites~ @_@

And it's less than 15 hours to go before the day arrives!!! >n<|||

So damn nervoussss~~~

and I'm joining together with all my friends in the countdown to the arrival of tomorrow~ and also to the moment we get our hands on our results~ @@

And I'm done digging my virtual grave together with Kaoru Sora, and now, we're just waiting for that moment to arrive so if anything goes wrong, we'll just dive into the grave.

Oh, lol~ it's just a joke, but....afuhnewyabvguehwbavuhbrwvwia~~ @A@

(more gibberish later)

and let's all hope for the best yea?

So, SPM 2010 candidates, cross your fingers (and your toes too if you have to~) and freak out!!! Like, SERIOUSLY!!!!!

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Miserable and hungry, I shall go join my parents and young sis to go to the nearby night market to go get our dinner~ :D

(and along the way, cry tears of misery, due to thinking about tomorrow~ @_@)

this is your KHR and cosplay fanatic blogger, Yukino.........

SIGNING OUT!!!

XOXO~

ARRIVEDERCI~~~

(P.S: What do you think I should ask my dad to get me if I get 7As and above for my SPM results? :D Any suggestions?? ^^)

*::.夏には私の雪.::*

10 Jan 2012: Comic Fiesta 2011 REPORT!!!! -part 1-

10 Dec 2011: CF2011 is 7 days to go!!

22 Nov 2011: Love you for A Thousand Years...

21 Nov 2011: Iratella Catena @ GAMP 2011

19 Nov 2011: Alone again, but not lonely~

17 Oct 2011: Silence's Confessions

16 Oct 2011: Time Well Spent is All I Need... ;)

05 Oct 2011: Ura-omote Lovers shoot, DONE!! :D

19 Sep 2011: Ura-omote Lovers

18 Sept 2011: The day after I quitted my job

30 Aug 2011: Remember the Urge~ ♪♫

29 Aug 2011: I'm back online, people ~ :D

16 Aug 2011 (4): If I Die Young....

16 Aug 2011 (3): It's Vampy!!! ♥

16 Aug 2011 (2): A (not so) happy 18th birthday to me~ ♥

16 Aug 2011: A day out at Times Square~ :D

10 Aug 2011: An experience like no other~

09 August 2011: "I'm Overboard..."

02 Aug 2011: Preview of my life in Kem PLKN Miri, Kump.2 Siri 8/2011

31 July 2011: I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!

14 May 2011: How many times will it take to Get It Right?

12 May 2011: I Pledge to you....

11 May 2011 (2) : National Service preparations~

11 May 2011: When it all seems to be "Just A Dream"....

10 May 2011 (2): Project DVST 2011 (preview & link to full session)

10 May 2011: A THOUSAND APOLOGIESSSSSSSS!!!!!! m(_ _)m

12 April 2011: Blondie on the loose!! XD

10 Apr 2011 (2): Vocaloid Nico Nico chorus cover fever~ ♪♫

10 Apr 2011: Yesterday was....

08 Apr 2011: Tomorrow's plan~

04 Apr 2011 (2): 明るコスプレスターの損失に敬意...

04 Apr 2011: A Look into the Romanovs' Execution

01 Apr 2011: Iratella Catena wig + lenses test

31 Mar 2011: Contact lenses have arrived~ ♥♥♥♥♥

30 Mar 2011: Of online purchasings for Iratella Catena

28 Mar 2011: My favourite score from "Tangled" ♪♫

26 Mar 2011: Lesson on Love-declaration in Facebook~

22 Mar 2011 (2): LESS THAN 24 HOURS TO GO!!!

::.夏には私の雪.::