14 May 2011: How many times will it take to Get It Right?

Mood: Ish in no particular mood, just thinking about National Service~ oh wait...I'm feeling rather anxious~ ;u;

Currently listening to:
> Get It Right - Lea Michele ("Glee" original song) [looping mode: ON]

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"What can you do when your good isn't good enough,

And all that you touch tumbles down...

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,

I just wanna fix it somehow...

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me...

TO GET IT RIGHT?

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At one point of our lives when we feel that we've messed things up...

always keep this song in mind...

Don't give up just yet, because you are still capable of fixing it all.

:)

12 May 2011: I Pledge to you....

Mood: REALLLLY stressed out to think about the packing up of my things~ @@ arghhhhh!!!!

Currently listening to:
> Pledge - The GazettE [looping mode: ON]
+can I like, claim this song to be the theme song of my story? TTwTT+

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"I don't need "I love you" anymore
If only you'd stay forever by my side

I want to be broken by you

Who exhausted your voice by crying..."

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Oh, don't worry everyone, I'm not being all emo again~ I just want to share with you all a song that I found had managed to make me feel better all the time whenever I feel sad.

The lyrics are really, really beautiful, and although it doesn't really relate to me since I'm still single (ahem~) but I still find it really astounding.

No wonder I feel that I am becoming a big fan of The GazettE. XD

Watch out, coz next time, I might be blasting The GazettE's songs in this blog of mine aaaaaanytime soon~ XD

Not sure when it'll be, but maybe.

JUST maybe.

O3O <3

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KANJI LYRICS

傷付けた後でしか　気付けなかった事
過ちの数　君を求め　見め合えたはずさ

小さな嘘が日々を埋めていた　疑いをかわすように

失う意味を心が知る　立ち尽くす二度目の冬

君は見えない明日に戸惑い　声を上げ泣いていたね

言葉を探す事も出来ずに落ちる涙を拾った

寂しさに包まれた日々は互いを濡らし

理解を求め合い　繰り返して　また深く想える

永遠を感じたのは嘘じゃない

確かに君の隣で

「愛してる」なんて もういらない

ただ　ずっと側に居てと

声を涸らし泣いていた君に

壊れてゆきたい

最初で最後の言葉は君へ

その腕を離さぬよう

肩を並べた同じ夢が二人をさらう

小さな嘘が形を変えて白い息に溶けてゆく

失う意味を忘れぬように何度も胸に刻むよ

「さよなら」はここに置いて 歩き出そう

もう二度と見失う事は無い

二人　愛を確かめ合うように悲しみも見てきたから

明日　二人消えてしまっても　もう泣かなくていいよ

いつか過ぎ去る季節のように変わりゆく二人がいて

悲しみに立ち止まる夜が来ても

忘れないで

終わる事は無い

深い夢の中

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ROMAJI LYRICS

kizu tsuketa ato de shika　kizukenakatta koto
ayamachi no kazu　kimi wo motome　mitsumeaeta hazu sa

chiisa na uso ga hibi wo umete ita　utagai wo kawasu you ni

ushinau imi wo kokoro ga shiru　tachizukusu ni do me no fuyu

kimi wa mienai asu ni tomadoi　koe wo age naite ita ne

kotoba wo sagasu koto mo dekizu ni ochiru namida wo hirotta

sabishisa ni tsutsumareta hibi wa tagai wo nurashi

rikai wo motomeai　kurikaeshite　mata fukaku omoeru

towa wo kanjita no wa uso janai

tashika ni kimi no tonari de

"ai shiteru" nante mou iranai

tada　zutto soba ni ite to

koe wo karashi naite ita kimi ni

kowarete yukitai

saisho de saigo no kotoba wa kimi e

sono ude wo hanasanu you

kata wo narabeta onaji yume ga futari wo sarau

chiisa na uso ga katachi wo kaete shiroi iki ni tokete yuku

ushinau imi wo wasureru you ni nando mo mune ni kizamu yo

"sayonara" wa koko ni oite aruki dasou

mou ni do to miushinau koto wa nai

futari　ai wo tashikameau you ni kanashimi mo mite kita kara

ashita　futari kiete shimatte mo mou nakanakute ii yo

itsuka sugisaru kisetsu no you ni kawari yuku futari ga ite

kanashimi ni tachidomaru yoru ga kite mo

wasurenaide

owaru koto wa nai

fukai yume no naka

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ENGLISH TRANSLATION

What I realized　only after I hurt you was that
I was looking for the number of faults　in you　when we should have looked at each other

Our days were buried in small lies　In order to avoid these doubts

Our hearts must know the meaning of losing each other　This second winter is standing still

You are lost because you cannot see tomorrow　Raising your voice you were crying

Without being able to find any words I just caught your tears

Wrapped in loneliness the days soaked both of us

We were repeatedly looking for　understanding　I can feel it deeply once again

It's no lie when I said that I felt eternity

I will certainly be by your side

I don't need "I love you" anymore

If only you'd stay forever by my side

I want to be broken by you

Who exhausted your voice by crying

All the words from the beginning to the end were said to you

So that you won't let go of these arms

The same dream that stood by our side washed us both away

The small lies change their shapes and dissolve into a white breath of air

So that we won't forget the meaning of losing each other　

It doesn't matter how many times it has to be carved into my heart

I leave this "goodbye" right here and move forward

I won't lose you once again

So that we can assure ourselves of our love we both had to see sorrow

Even if we both end up vanishing tomorrow　It's okay to not cry anymore

Someday we will change into two people that pass like the seasons

Even if there will be nights when you will be frozen from sadness

Don't forget

Nothing will ever end

In a deep dream

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Lyrics credits goes to:

http://gazette-lyrics.livejournal.com/33847.html#cutid1

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That's all for the day~!! :D
Wish I could give more updates, but I'm gonna have to proceed on my luggage-packing session~ D:

so, sorry ne, but I'm gonna have to go now~

This is your cosplay and Katekyo Hitman Reborn fanatic blogger, Yukino.....

SIGNING OUT!!!!!

XOXO~~

ARRIVEDERICI~~~

(P.S: Haze + rain = 75% possible chance that I will fall sick~ =_= time for me to go gulp down 10 litres of waterrrr~~ OTL)



11 May 2011 (2) : National Service preparations~

Mood: Back to happy after some morale support from my friends~ ^^

Currently listening to:
> Just A Dream (cover) - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie
> Corruption Garden - Luka Megurine ft. Nico Nico chorus
> Romeo and Cinderella - Miku Hatsune ft. Nico Nico chorus

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Hey y'all~ XD

For those who are in the followers' list of my twitter account and also in my friends' list of my facebook account should know that in another 4 days time.

Yes, people.

4 MORE DAYS!!!!!

seems still so long to go, but as you all know, time passes by REAL quickly this year~ (I don't know about you, but to me...IT IS. :/)

So much to do, yet...SO LITTLE TIME.

I'm barely done with the packing-up of my luggage and also some of the forms are not really completed yet. And I still don't have the self-preparation to leave my friends and family for it~ ;w;

Yet, I'm pretty sure I'll love it there since my camp will be in Miri, Sarawak~ and loads of the past National Service trainees claim and agree that all the camps in Sarawak are the best in the country.

I feel really really lucky to be able to go to Sarawak for my turn in National Service, so I'll make sure to enjoy every single second of it~ ^^

but before that, I'll have to embrace the hardships of packing up my things and to make sure not to forget anything important, and also to have my heart all ready to leave my loved ones here in the Peninsular while I fly all the way to the largest state in the country~ .w.

Done with medical checkups, things-to-bring checklist (which I think I have to redo again since Ai Chin had told me what to bring and what not to bring~ >^<), all that's left to do is make my luggage full of the things I wanna bring~

I'll be leaving on the 16th May (Monday), so til then, I'll have to appreciate what I have at home and also not rant too much~ =3=

I'll really miss everyone too~ TT^TT

but no worries~ it'll only be for 2 1/2 months, as I will be back on 30th July~ (2 weeks ahead of my legal age birthday, yayyyy~ ;w; <3)

til then, there won't be any updates on my blog~ (it's gonna be REAL hard for me not to think about my blog being un-updated~~ TTATT)

Ohpp, gotta go off for dinner now~ ^^

more updates tomorrow then~ :)

til then~

this is your cosplay and Katekyo Hitman Reborn  fanatic blogger, Yukino...

SIGNING OUT!!!

XOXO~

ARRIVEDERCI~~~

(P.S: my vocals sound really sucky nowadays~ TT_TT I can't really sing Luka's "Corruption Garden" like how I can before this~~ TTATT)

11 May 2011: When it all seems to be "Just A Dream"....

Mood: Neutral~ o3o maybe it's coz my mind's occupied about National Service~~~ hmm~~ or maybe it's thinking about something...something else...

Currently listening to:
> Just A Dream (cover) - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie [looping mode: ON]

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"I was thinking 'bout you,

Thinking 'bout me,

Thinking 'bout us,

What we're gonna be?

Open my eyes...

It was only JUST A DREAM~"

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Everything that's going on in my life right now just seems like a dream~ and everything that I always dreamed for...somehow, at this point, will only and always remain a dream~

:(

No matter how much I want it, it will never come within my reach~

And sometimes...I wonder...is everything just a dream...?

Are all my dreams going to remain as dreams...?

I always say that I'm that innocent passionate dreamer, but this point doesn't match as a description at this moment....

But for now....

I will continue to dream...

And maybe one day...

Everything will come clear...

And what's mine that's been lost...

Will once again be mine...

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10 May 2011 (2): Project DVST 2011 (preview & link to full session)

Mood: still kinda mixed up~ .w.


Currently listening to:
> Just A Dream (cover) - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie (over and over again)
> Hold It Against Me (cover) - Sam Tsui
> Glow - Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK

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Ohaithar again~ :D

So, most of you who do read my blog should know that one month ago, our Project DVST finally launched and is expected to go on for at least another couple of months until we rougly cover all shoots for all the available versions of each of our characters. Maybe should be about...3...4...or 5 years...?

But as long as all the available versions of our characters are not covered finish, we will still continue to do it all until it's all done~ :)

This post features some of the best shots (well...which I myself personally thinks was the best~ XD) and also the link to two sites which has some pretty wide coverage of the other nice shots as well. (For those who have seen it should know~ :D)

and although the intended photographer didn't came for the shoot, but we did had four substitute photographers (we took turns to shoot each other, actually~ =w=) so it all still turned out well~ :D and the fun under the rain was...well...fun~ XD

Enjoy the shots and give me your opinions on them, yea? :D

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"Project DVST 2011" photoshoot
 "Skies Collide"

date: 16th April 2011
venue: Bukit Jalil Park

Hanatsu Matsuno as Hainexia Matsuno

and me as Iratella Catena~

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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Cosplayers:

Hainexia Matsuno||Hanatsu Matsuno

Iratella Catena||Yukino @ me

Photographers:

||Michiru Sin

||Kaede Kojima

||Hanatsu Matsuno

||Yukino @ me

Creative director:

||Michiru Sin

||Kaede Kojima

Makeup by:

||Hanatsu Matsuno

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That's all for the preview!! XD

For more pictures from the shoot, click on the following links~ :D

my deviantArt: http://yukinohayasaka.deviantart.com/

my Curecos: http://en.curecos.com/profile/?ch=172304

 (note: be sure to be a member of Curecos before you can gain full access to view my profile and also other cosplayers~ )

 

and for the FULL coverage of the shoot, just go search these names in Facebook~ XD

> Michelle 'Michiru' Sin

> Hainexia Hana Matsuno

> Kaede Kojima

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I don't know whether you noticed, but I'm pretty sure those who have been used to viewing professional cosplay pictures or is a professional cosplay photographer themselves should notice the pictures are not as sharp and crisp as the professional ones~

that's because:
> we're not professional photographers~ .3.
> we were just using a semi-pro camera~

just wanna point these view points out just in case anyone does question me~ .w.

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all that's well ends well~ :D
I'm very much looking forward to the next DeVastella photoshoot which...I'm not sure when will be the next one, lol~ .w. but I'm pretty sure, I wanna do another one real soon!! >w<

but for now, I gotta focus on preparing for the Vocaloid Halloween photoshoot in October with the almighty Hibiki Tokai, the lead photographer of H.T Production, ohorhorhorrrrr~ XD
and also for CF2011~ ^^

and I hafta go off now as my sister wants to use to broadband~ :3

this is your cosplay and Katekyo Hitman Reborn fanatic blogger, Yukino....

SIGNING OUT!!!

XOXO~

and a heart from us to you~

I bid to you...

ARRIVEDERCI~~

(P.S: Gonna start packing up my things for National Service tomorrow~ :3 hopefully I won't miss out anything important~ TT_TT and oh, mini farewell party for me will be this Friday~ aaaaaand no one's invited~ :P [lol, joking~ but really~ only my close friends will attend~ ^^])

10 May 2011: A THOUSAND APOLOGIESSSSSSSS!!!!!! m(_ _)m

Mood: Uhh......rather mixed up~ XD

Currently listening to:
> Pledge - The GazettE
> Hello~ PARADISE KISS~ - YUI ("Paradise Kiss the movie" OP)
> Just Be Friends - Luka Megurine
> Scarlet Knight - Nana Mizuki ("Dogs Days" OP)

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O-hello hello fellow internet folks!!! XD

How's it been lately for everyone? :D

Good? Bad?

Mine should've been crazy~ loads of good and bad things happened to me as well~ but before I go on rambling about my life in the past month while my broadband is dead....

I'M REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REAAAAAALLLLLYYYYYYYYYY

SORRY!!!!!!!!!!

I sincerely apologize for not updating my blog for the past 4 weeks~!!! >.<

Main reason should be:

BROADBAND WAS DEAD.

OTL

And preparations for National Service too. Within this week itself, I'll have to finish with all the preparations as I will be leaving for Miri, Sarawak next week.

And yes, after that, it'll be no blogging for a good 2 1/2 months, wheee~ =w=

ahh, but hey, if I could stand not updating my blog for one month, I'm pretty sure I'll be able to last for the 2 1/2 months time.

Some mini updates today as well , only the important ones of course~ XD (I'll put that as a maybe...XD)

til, then~

This is your cosplay and Katekyo Hitman Reborn fanatic blogger, Yukino...

SIGNING OUT!!!


XOXO~~

ARRIVEDERCI~~

(P.S:  Folks of Malaysia, especially Kuala Lumpur...don't you feel that it's just too hot nowadays?? @@)