+ Nuffnang +

Saturday, May 14, 2011

14 May 2011: How many times will it take to Get It Right?

Mood: Ish in no particular mood, just thinking about National Service~ oh wait...I'm feeling rather anxious~ ;u;

Currently listening to:
> Get It Right - Lea Michele ("Glee" original song) [looping mode: ON]


"What can you do when your good isn't good enough,
And all that you touch tumbles down...
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow...
But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me...



At one point of our lives when we feel that we've messed things up...
always keep this song in mind...

Don't give up just yet, because you are still capable of fixing it all.


Thursday, May 12, 2011

12 May 2011: I Pledge to you....

Mood: REALLLLY stressed out to think about the packing up of my things~ @@ arghhhhh!!!!

Currently listening to:
> Pledge - The GazettE [looping mode: ON]
+can I like, claim this song to be the theme song of my story? TTwTT+


"I don't need "I love you" anymore
If only you'd stay forever by my side
I want to be broken by you
Who exhausted your voice by crying..."


Oh, don't worry everyone, I'm not being all emo again~ I just want to share with you all a song that I found had managed to make me feel better all the time whenever I feel sad.
The lyrics are really, really beautiful, and although it doesn't really relate to me since I'm still single (ahem~) but I still find it really astounding.
No wonder I feel that I am becoming a big fan of The GazettE. XD

Watch out, coz next time, I might be blasting The GazettE's songs in this blog of mine aaaaaanytime soon~ XD
Not sure when it'll be, but maybe.
JUST maybe.

O3O <3




傷付けた後でしか 気付けなかった事
過ちの数 君を求め 見め合えたはずさ

小さな嘘が日々を埋めていた 疑いをかわすように
失う意味を心が知る 立ち尽くす二度目の冬

君は見えない明日に戸惑い 声を上げ泣いていたね

理解を求め合い 繰り返して また深く想える


「愛してる」なんて もういらない
ただ ずっと側に居てと



「さよなら」はここに置いて 歩き出そう

二人 愛を確かめ合うように悲しみも見てきたから
明日 二人消えてしまっても もう泣かなくていいよ




kizu tsuketa ato de shika kizukenakatta koto
ayamachi no kazu kimi wo motome mitsumeaeta hazu sa

chiisa na uso ga hibi wo umete ita utagai wo kawasu you ni
ushinau imi wo kokoro ga shiru tachizukusu ni do me no fuyu

kimi wa mienai asu ni tomadoi koe wo age naite ita ne
kotoba wo sagasu koto mo dekizu ni ochiru namida wo hirotta

sabishisa ni tsutsumareta hibi wa tagai wo nurashi
rikai wo motomeai kurikaeshite mata fukaku omoeru

towa wo kanjita no wa uso janai
tashika ni kimi no tonari de

"ai shiteru" nante mou iranai
tada zutto soba ni ite to
koe wo karashi naite ita kimi ni
kowarete yukitai

saisho de saigo no kotoba wa kimi e
sono ude wo hanasanu you
kata wo narabeta onaji yume ga futari wo sarau

chiisa na uso ga katachi wo kaete shiroi iki ni tokete yuku
ushinau imi wo wasureru you ni nando mo mune ni kizamu yo

"sayonara" wa koko ni oite aruki dasou
mou ni do to miushinau koto wa nai

futari ai wo tashikameau you ni kanashimi mo mite kita kara
ashita futari kiete shimatte mo mou nakanakute ii yo

itsuka sugisaru kisetsu no you ni kawari yuku futari ga ite
kanashimi ni tachidomaru yoru ga kite mo
owaru koto wa nai
fukai yume no naka



What I realized only after I hurt you was that
I was looking for the number of faults in you when we should have looked at each other

Our days were buried in small lies In order to avoid these doubts
Our hearts must know the meaning of losing each other This second winter is standing still

You are lost because you cannot see tomorrow Raising your voice you were crying
Without being able to find any words I just caught your tears

Wrapped in loneliness the days soaked both of us
We were repeatedly looking for understanding I can feel it deeply once again

It's no lie when I said that I felt eternity
I will certainly be by your side

I don't need "I love you" anymore
If only you'd stay forever by my side
I want to be broken by you
Who exhausted your voice by crying

All the words from the beginning to the end were said to you
So that you won't let go of these arms
The same dream that stood by our side washed us both away

The small lies change their shapes and dissolve into a white breath of air
So that we won't forget the meaning of losing each other 
It doesn't matter how many times it has to be carved into my heart

I leave this "goodbye" right here and move forward
I won't lose you once again

So that we can assure ourselves of our love we both had to see sorrow
Even if we both end up vanishing tomorrow It's okay to not cry anymore

Someday we will change into two people that pass like the seasons
Even if there will be nights when you will be frozen from sadness
Don't forget
Nothing will ever end
In a deep dream


Lyrics credits goes to:


That's all for the day~!! :D
Wish I could give more updates, but I'm gonna have to proceed on my luggage-packing session~ D:
so, sorry ne, but I'm gonna have to go now~

This is your cosplay and Katekyo Hitman Reborn fanatic blogger, Yukino.....




(P.S: Haze + rain = 75% possible chance that I will fall sick~ =_= time for me to go gulp down 10 litres of waterrrr~~ OTL)

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

11 May 2011 (2) : National Service preparations~

Mood: Back to happy after some morale support from my friends~ ^^

Currently listening to:
> Just A Dream (cover) - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie
> Corruption Garden - Luka Megurine ft. Nico Nico chorus
> Romeo and Cinderella - Miku Hatsune ft. Nico Nico chorus


Hey y'all~ XD

For those who are in the followers' list of my twitter account and also in my friends' list of my facebook account should know that in another 4 days time.

Yes, people.

4 MORE DAYS!!!!!

seems still so long to go, but as you all know, time passes by REAL quickly this year~ (I don't know about you, but to me...IT IS. :/)
So much to do, yet...SO LITTLE TIME.
I'm barely done with the packing-up of my luggage and also some of the forms are not really completed yet. And I still don't have the self-preparation to leave my friends and family for it~ ;w;

Yet, I'm pretty sure I'll love it there since my camp will be in Miri, Sarawak~ and loads of the past National Service trainees claim and agree that all the camps in Sarawak are the best in the country.
I feel really really lucky to be able to go to Sarawak for my turn in National Service, so I'll make sure to enjoy every single second of it~ ^^

but before that, I'll have to embrace the hardships of packing up my things and to make sure not to forget anything important, and also to have my heart all ready to leave my loved ones here in the Peninsular while I fly all the way to the largest state in the country~ .w.

Done with medical checkups, things-to-bring checklist (which I think I have to redo again since Ai Chin had told me what to bring and what not to bring~ >^<), all that's left to do is make my luggage full of the things I wanna bring~

I'll be leaving on the 16th May (Monday), so til then, I'll have to appreciate what I have at home and also not rant too much~ =3=

I'll really miss everyone too~ TT^TT

but no worries~ it'll only be for 2 1/2 months, as I will be back on 30th July~ (2 weeks ahead of my legal age birthday, yayyyy~ ;w; <3)
til then, there won't be any updates on my blog~ (it's gonna be REAL hard for me not to think about my blog being un-updated~~ TTATT)

Ohpp, gotta go off for dinner now~ ^^

more updates tomorrow then~ :)

til then~

this is your cosplay and Katekyo Hitman Reborn  fanatic blogger, Yukino...




(P.S: my vocals sound really sucky nowadays~ TT_TT I can't really sing Luka's "Corruption Garden" like how I can before this~~ TTATT)

11 May 2011: When it all seems to be "Just A Dream"....

Mood: Neutral~ o3o maybe it's coz my mind's occupied about National Service~~~ hmm~~ or maybe it's thinking about something...something else...

Currently listening to:
> Just A Dream (cover) - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie [looping mode: ON]


"I was thinking 'bout you,
Thinking 'bout me,
Thinking 'bout us,
What we're gonna be?
Open my eyes...
It was only JUST A DREAM~"


Everything that's going on in my life right now just seems like a dream~ and everything that I always dreamed for...somehow, at this point, will only and always remain a dream~


No matter how much I want it, it will never come within my reach~

And sometimes...I wonder...is everything just a dream...?

Are all my dreams going to remain as dreams...?

I always say that I'm that innocent passionate dreamer, but this point doesn't match as a description at this moment....

But for now....

I will continue to dream...

And maybe one day...

Everything will come clear...

And what's mine that's been lost...

Will once again be mine...


Tuesday, May 10, 2011

10 May 2011 (2): Project DVST 2011 (preview & link to full session)

Mood: still kinda mixed up~ .w.

Currently listening to:
> Just A Dream (cover) - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie (over and over again)
> Hold It Against Me (cover) - Sam Tsui
> Glow - Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK


Ohaithar again~ :D

So, most of you who do read my blog should know that one month ago, our Project DVST finally launched and is expected to go on for at least another couple of months until we rougly cover all shoots for all the available versions of each of our characters. Maybe should be about...3...4...or 5 years...?
But as long as all the available versions of our characters are not covered finish, we will still continue to do it all until it's all done~ :)

This post features some of the best shots (well...which I myself personally thinks was the best~ XD) and also the link to two sites which has some pretty wide coverage of the other nice shots as well. (For those who have seen it should know~ :D)

and although the intended photographer didn't came for the shoot, but we did had four substitute photographers (we took turns to shoot each other, actually~ =w=) so it all still turned out well~ :D and the fun under the rain was...well...fun~ XD

Enjoy the shots and give me your opinions on them, yea? :D

"Project DVST 2011" photoshoot
 "Skies Collide"

date: 16th April 2011
venue: Bukit Jalil Park
Hanatsu Matsuno as Hainexia Matsuno

and me as Iratella Catena~



Hainexia Matsuno||Hanatsu Matsuno
Iratella Catena||Yukino @ me

||Michiru Sin
||Kaede Kojima
||Hanatsu Matsuno
||Yukino @ me

Creative director:
||Michiru Sin
||Kaede Kojima

Makeup by:
||Hanatsu Matsuno

That's all for the preview!! XD

For more pictures from the shoot, click on the following links~ :D
 (note: be sure to be a member of Curecos before you can gain full access to view my profile and also other cosplayers~ )
and for the FULL coverage of the shoot, just go search these names in Facebook~ XD
> Michelle 'Michiru' Sin
> Hainexia Hana Matsuno
> Kaede Kojima


I don't know whether you noticed, but I'm pretty sure those who have been used to viewing professional cosplay pictures or is a professional cosplay photographer themselves should notice the pictures are not as sharp and crisp as the professional ones~

that's because:
> we're not professional photographers~ .3.
> we were just using a semi-pro camera~

just wanna point these view points out just in case anyone does question me~ .w.

all that's well ends well~ :D
I'm very much looking forward to the next DeVastella photoshoot which...I'm not sure when will be the next one, lol~ .w. but I'm pretty sure, I wanna do another one real soon!! >w<

but for now, I gotta focus on preparing for the Vocaloid Halloween photoshoot in October with the almighty Hibiki Tokai, the lead photographer of H.T Production, ohorhorhorrrrr~ XD
and also for CF2011~ ^^

and I hafta go off now as my sister wants to use to broadband~ :3

this is your cosplay and Katekyo Hitman Reborn fanatic blogger, Yukino....



and a heart from us to you~

I bid to you...


(P.S: Gonna start packing up my things for National Service tomorrow~ :3 hopefully I won't miss out anything important~ TT_TT and oh, mini farewell party for me will be this Friday~ aaaaaand no one's invited~ :P [lol, joking~ but really~ only my close friends will attend~ ^^])

10 May 2011: A THOUSAND APOLOGIESSSSSSSS!!!!!! m(_ _)m

Mood: Uhh......rather mixed up~ XD

Currently listening to:
> Pledge - The GazettE
> Hello~ PARADISE KISS~ - YUI ("Paradise Kiss the movie" OP)
> Just Be Friends - Luka Megurine
> Scarlet Knight - Nana Mizuki ("Dogs Days" OP)


O-hello hello fellow internet folks!!! XD

How's it been lately for everyone? :D
Good? Bad?
Mine should've been crazy~ loads of good and bad things happened to me as well~ but before I go on rambling about my life in the past month while my broadband is dead....



I sincerely apologize for not updating my blog for the past 4 weeks~!!! >.<

Main reason should be:


And preparations for National Service too. Within this week itself, I'll have to finish with all the preparations as I will be leaving for Miri, Sarawak next week.
And yes, after that, it'll be no blogging for a good 2 1/2 months, wheee~ =w=
ahh, but hey, if I could stand not updating my blog for one month, I'm pretty sure I'll be able to last for the 2 1/2 months time.

Some mini updates today as well , only the important ones of course~ XD (I'll put that as a maybe...XD)

til, then~

This is your cosplay and Katekyo Hitman Reborn fanatic blogger, Yukino...




(P.S:  Folks of Malaysia, especially Kuala Lumpur...don't you feel that it's just too hot nowadays?? @@)