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Showing posts with label Fanfiction Update Note. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Fanfiction Update Note. Show all posts

Friday, March 4, 2011

04 Mar 2011: To proceed...or not to proceed...

||Mood||: I request for a ambulance to be sent to my house now, please, thanx~ :)

||Currently listening to||
> Hold It Against Me - Britney Spears
> Firework - Katy Perry

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Hey y'all~~ 8D

before anyone pounce on me to ask me how's the progress of the game, don't ask me just yet~ = =
lemme just take a deep breath...and calm my mind....as I have been recalling images from the game since last night~ TT_TT

*INHALES~~~~*

*EXHALES~~~~*

*MEDITATES~~~~~*

okay, here I go~

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My progress so far has been this: (it's the same as before, but it was still a step further than previously)

Raining hall > Old Archieves > Entrance Hall > Archieves

now, I'm a secret room where I have to enter by breaking down the wall. In the room, there's bookshelves arranged in three straight wall and I have to open up one of the bookshelf attached to the wall that will open up and I'll get the key to the Wine Cellar when I go in.
I've gone thru on what I have to do, and I know how to do it. Now all that's left is for me to actually carry it all out.
Problem is...I'm so scared to proceed on all all the following stages...because I was reading a full and extremely detailed playthrough and I found out where and when to expect for a monster to appear.
Yea, I know when, where and how it'll appear, but I don't think I have the will or bravery to attempt to escape from it~ Q____Q

and from that playthrough guide, I found out that these are the places that are the hardest to escape/most terrifying with monsters out and about that is just scary~ @@

> Cellar Archieves: the place where you'll say hi with the Water Lurkers a.k.a the invisible water monsters

> Archieve Tunnels: The section after the Cellar Archieves where the place is still submerged with water, where the only choice you have is to RUUUUUUUNNNN from the invisible water monsters that are still tailing behind you!!!!! @@

> the bedroom in the Guest Room: you'll only have a cabinet at the far end of the room to hide in~ ;w;

> Storage: a lot of people quitted at this part because to escape from the monster is pretty impossible and requires a lot of planning to escape from it~

> any places that has Prison in its name: LOADS OF MONSTERS EVERYWHERE and it's FRIGGIN DARK!!!!

> Cistern: WATER MONSTERS AGAIN!!!

> Morgue: dead bodies and monster. What's not to 'like'? XD

> Sewage: Should be about...2 monsters here, I think~ owo

> Choir Main Hall: It'll be pretty dark, but bright enough to let you see your surroundings. Monsters here are LOADS!!!! And we can only walk around this place by crouching down~

> Chancel: one step away from the Inner Sanctum, but monsters (the awesome Brutes!!!) will be lingering around~ 8D

> Inner Sanctum: not really scary...but since it's the last part of the game, so it's all up to what you'll do to get that revenge that Daniel wants~

So...what's not to like about this game? XD
(sorry, but I'm just being sarcastic~)

this is the link to the complete playthru guide of the game: http://www.gamershell.com/faqs/amnesiathedarkdescentwalkthrough/1.10/

you are advised to use this only if you are really a blur kind of person but wants to complete the whole game~ but for those who prefer to adventure out and about by your own without the help of any guide, then better don't read it, because this playthru guide is practically a guide to finish up the whole game step by step in total detail~ it has everything detailed in it: from the positions of tinderboxes and oil, which room to go, how to solve this or that, how does the thing go, and so on~
(i might be referring to this guide once a while, but not to the extend of following every single thing the guide tells me~ XD)
well...I really really want to get to that last part of the game and get that accomplished feeling for finishing one of history's scariest game~
but meh...if I were to really do so, I will have to take two months to do so, as I will be pausing the game all the time when a monster pops out of nowhere~ ;__;
take note, peeps, in two months, yea? @@

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I've just found out that second batch for National Service will be from 1st May - 16th July~ and I'm still wondering why the news for which batch I'll be in has not been given to me yet~ :/
pissed off!!! >A<

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FANFICTION UPDATE NOTE!!!! XD

I've changed some of the chapter titles again after going through some of the new songs that I've been hooked with lately. I've also went thru all the lyrics and interpreted it to see where and when it fits according to the original story plot that I've arranged~ :)
all of it should be better compared to the last one I've arrange, so you can expect it to be...nicer, I guess?? XD

So now, I shall go start some planning and also start typing out chapter six~

and try to see whether I still have the heart to continue the damn game~ ;__;

This is your cosplay and KHR fanatic blogger, Yukino........


SIGNING OUT!!!!!

XOXO~

ARRIVEDERCI~~~

(P.S: I just watched a couple of yaoi movies earlier today...and I realized that watching yaoi movies is COMPLETELY DIFFERENT from watching yaoi animes...I'm still a bit traumatic now after watching it~ @@)

Friday, February 25, 2011

25 Feb 2011: CHAPTER 5 IS FINALLY DONE!!!

||Mood||: HAPPY TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!


||Currently listening to||
> Glow - Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK
> Rain - SID (coz it is raining now~ XD)
> Claire de Lune (piano version) - Claude Debussy
> Colours - FLOW ("Code Geass" OP)
> Sound of Bounce - Da Pump ("Dear Boys" OP)
> Forever - Savage Genius ("Erementar Gerad" OP)
> The Disappearance of Hatsune Miku - Miku Hatsune
> Migikata no Chou - Len Kagamine

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Hey, y'all~ :D
Whassup lately????? XD

Sorry for not blogging lately, since I had to finish up chapter 5 of my Katekyo Hitman Reborn fanfiction.
Finally been fully focusing on it since last Thursday/Friday til this week so that I can finish it before February ends.
I've been a pretty awesome procrastinator for the past 2 months while in the process of completing chapter 5. I was supposed to finish it up before February, but I ended up... leaving it aside for a good one month before finally deciding to continue it whole-heartedly.
(yeaaa, call me the best procrastinator in the history of procrastinators~~ =w=V)

And after a gruelling three-day hardwork and loads of sweat to go around to complete it....

IT'S FINALLY DONE!!!!!!!!!
XDD

And this is probably the longest story I've written so far in a single chapter~ O__O
if i'm not wrong, it could be close to 20,000 words~
it became really long because (SPOILER WARNING!!!) it was full in detail on Dino and Iratella's first encounter. Had a really bad headache to figure out the fighting parts (I'm more dedicated to writing love stories compared to action-related stories, you see~ :3) but in the end, it all worked out.
REALLY REALLY HAPPY!!! XD

though it was really long, but hey, it's extremely detailed (and maybe filled with unnecessary lines~ >w<) so I'm pretty satisfied with it~ ^^
maybe i'll edit it some other time to make it better, but for now, as least I know, it's finally done!!

and here's the link to it~~ :3

basically...even if you just go to the main page of my fanfic blog, chapter 5 is basically there...and it's basically the whole of the main page~ yea, that's practically how long it is.

If you are a fast reader, you'll take maybe 10 minutes (more or less) to finish it. And if you are a slow one, then it'll take you about...maybe....30 minutes or so to finish it~ :)

and oh, any comments or critiques, do leave it in the comment box of that particular chapter so that I can re-edit the chapter to make it better~ ^^

right now, I'm taking a break (a couple of days) from fanfiction-writing to rest my brain after all the stress that I had to go thru to finish up chapter 5. But dont worry, during this resting period of mine, I'll still be working on the story. Chapter 6, that is. Will be drafting out some rough ideas based on the original plot that I've setted and let it go along with the flow~ :)

and while I do that, I'll also have to think on this year's cosplay plans~ ;w;

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speaking of which....
btw, if you're not a follower on my twitter (just find @YukinoHayasaka / http://twitter.com/YukinoHayasaka) you prolly wont know that I've decided to cancel out Miku Cantarella from my plan for this year due to financial constrictions~ ;__;
BUUUUTTT!!!! I've also replaced it with another version of Miku which is pretty new and also still not so well known yet in Malaysia (And I'm not talking about Miku Madness of Duke Venomania Version~ =3=) and the costume is oh-so beautiful and it's only half the price of that of the Cantarella dress~ ‎( ゚▽゚)/

but i'll keep it as a secret from public first unless you know what version it is~ ^^ <3

when the time comes, you'll know what version it is~

and now....


OFF TO SOME TWEETING SPAM!!! XD <3

This is your cosplay/KHR/Kuroshitsuji blogger, Yukino....


SIGNING OUT!!!!!!

XOXO~

CIAO~~~

(P.S: Our Katekyo Hitman Reborn: Private Project 2011 will be launching soon!!! Keep updating yourself with it!! <3)

Thursday, February 17, 2011

17 Feb 2011: A Saturday to look forward to

||Mood||: Dazed.................caused by extreme boredom...........♪( ´▽`)

||Currently listening to||:
> Corruption Garden - Luka Megurine
> Tsuki no Curse - Okina Reika ("Loveless" OP)
> Lacrimosa - Kalafina ("Kuroshitsuji" ED)
> Nanka Buttobase - SCANDAL
> Shunkan Sentimental - SCANDAL
> Glow - Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK
> Firework - Katy Perry

[it's ladies nite tonite in my playlist!! <3]

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And no,
 I'm not talking about the cosplay event held by SMK Tropicana in Ikano Power Centre (opposite The Curve) coz I vowed to myself to only attend big events for this year. (C2AGE is an exception, coz I love this event~ *heart*)

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The one I'm talking about is just a casual (but very precious!! QuQ) day out with my girl friends, Hanatsu, Michiru and Kaede~ :D

it's a pretty precious moment for all four of us coz we barely get to hang out TOGETHER most of the time ever since SPM finished.
Even if we DID go out, there'll surely be one of us who'll not be able to make it to go out.
So, this is like, a rare chance for us.
And I'm really really looking forward to it~ ;w; <3

Usually, Michiru and I would be the one who'd meet up most frequently coz we're continuing our taekwondo lessons in our ex-high school. Kaede is usually busy coz she's working every weekdays whereas Hanatsu is the...PS2 addict who barely goes out because she's stuck with the PS2. If not with the PS2, she'll be busy with her fanfics and will totally forget about reality (???).

So....this Saturday, we'll be hanging out at Berjaya Times Square (prolly...will be hangin out at the arcade centre playing "Elevator Action: Death Parade" for a couple of hours~ |D), Sungei Wang and Farenheit 88~ :)
(hehe, yea, we've planned out our route for the day~ XD <3)

And of course, all in all, we will take some purikura pictures as memories.....prolly the same like how Hanatsu, Rin, Hannah and I did during the CNY Vocaloid2 photoshoot, whereby each of us pays RM24 for the purikura booth tokens and the pic that was paid by that particular person belongs to them. :D

PURIKURA RAWKS!!!! *w*

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GOOD NEWS!!!!!!

Chapter 5 is FINALLY 80% done and still going on~ :D
Been pretty hardworking (???) and inspired to finish it very very soon and it is expected to be completed by Sunday, or maybe latest by Monday~ :)

VICTORY!!!!!!!!! XD

And after I'm done with that, I'll start chapter 6 and...await for the release of my SPM results. o__o

And now, off to prepare for dinner!! XD


This is your cosplay and KHR fanatic blogger, Yukino..


SIGNING OUT!!!!!!
XOXO~


CIAO~~~~~

(P.S: Yes, I'm still hooked with "Amnesia: The Dark Descent", always watching the gameplays or interesting vids of that game almost everyday. SerenaT asked me earlier today if I want the game from her friend so that I can experience the real horror of the game.....should I or should I not accept the offer...? O_O)


Monday, January 31, 2011

31 Jan 2011 (2): VOCALOID2 Chinese New Year 2011 photoshoot (behind the scenes)

||Mood||: A bit frustrated...server is unusually sucky today~ D:<


||Currently listening to||
> Glow - Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK
> Dear - Miku Hatsune
> From Y to Y - Miku Hatsune
> Alice - Miku Hatsune
> Koi Suru Vocaloid - Miku Hatsune
> The Disappearance of Hatsune Miku - Miku Hatsune


[it's a parade of madness for Miku's song~ 8D <3]

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Ohai there again!! :D

It's time for some omakes from our VOCALOID2 Chinese New Year photoshoot, courtesy of Shiomaru~ (yes, THE Shiomaru that I've mentioned before in one of my previous posts~ :3)

here we go!!!! XD

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+VOCALOID2+
+Behind the scenes of the Chinese New Year photoshoot+

||29 January 2011, Saturday||
||The Curve||



Getting ready~~ distributing the angpaos to everyone to be used in the shoot~~



Rehearsing for this pose to be used in the shoot~ all of us nearly tipped over a couple of times~ XD



Shio's shot of Potter taking the solo shot of me~ XD
(lame pose of mine, ohohohohoooooo~ |D)




Trying to balance ourselves~ XD



My wig....it's being pulled!!!! D8
They're bullying me!!!!!!!! *Cries like a baby*



Triangular PUNCH!!!! XD



The Ring of Fate~ 8D
If you want all the angpaos from my hands, then you have to go through this ring first~ *w*



Choo-choo train~~ :3



Wheeeee~~~ \(>w<)/



Spread the Chinese New Year love~ :D <3



Gambling using....angpaos....? =.=|||



remember the shot of me that was taken from top view? Well, this was what these three people were doing to prepare me for this shot. Hurhurrr, if only the angpaos were just scattered about instead of placed like that, I think it would've looked nicer~ XD

and no, I'm not doing a pose of me being dead~ :P



Harhar, I know, it looks farneh~ =w=




Run, run, run, run, run~~~
(Potter: Yes, just keep running towards this direction....just DON'T KNOCK OVER MY TRIPOD STAND!!! OuO)



Mikuo proposing to Miku with a....

cookie-shaped compact mirror~ =w=



Shio took this shot from the entrance to the underground carpark~ 8D
luckily no car was passing by while she took this shot~ XD



Testing jump~ :D
(actually, I think this one looks nice compared to the official one, coz this one is of the whole view of our body~ ^^)



Haha, RANDOM JUMPING IS RANDOMLY FUN!!!! *w* <3




 Miku & Rin: I'm thinking...I'm thinking...I'm thinking...
Mikuo & Mikuo (lol...? XD): *strike an awesome pose* hohohohohooo~~ *w*



When no one's around by my side, I can finally show my true emotions - I may be all happy-go-lucky at all times, but in reality...
I'm always lonely.....

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#PHOTOSHOOT CREDITS#


_Cosplayers_
megane Miku Hatsune > Yukino @ me
Mikuo Hatsune (black vest) > Hanatsu Matsuno
Mikuo Hatsune (red jacket) > Hannah Wong
Rin Kagamine > Fiona @ Rin

_Photographers_

> Potter SamLeong (main photographer)
> Shiomaru @ Shio Yee (behind the scene @ omake photographer)
> Eugene Kaito (a-bit-of-this-and-that photographer)

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And that's a wrap on the VOCALOID2 Chinese New Year photoshoot 2011 pictorial report!! ^^
as promised, the previous post (the after-official report) will be updated soon after I've saved more pictures from Fiona's album. And, the pictures from Eugene's camera will be posted up here when he's uploaded them~ :D

Well, the whole photoshoot session was a blast~ XD
now I'm waiting for the purikura photos from Fiona to be scanned and posted up on FB so that I can save them and post 'em up here too~ :D
I also have a set of purikura photos taken with all the cosplayers of this photoshoot, but my scanner's dead, so all I can do is just take a blur shot of it with my lousy crappy handphone~ ;__; but I'll save it to be uploaded together with the rest of the purikura pictures taken on that day~ ^^

Well, I really hope that I can do another few more photoshoot sessions before I leave for National Service~ coz, at least while waiting for it, I can do something that is benefitial (??) and not something that harms me from inside out~ X3

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A little note on my fanfiction project:
I'M REALLY TERRIBLY SORRY FOR DELAYING THE PUBLISHING DATE TO MORE THAN ONE MONTH!!!!! ;A;
I had loads of stuffs to do: house chores, photoshoot preparations....argh.....
I don't want to delay any longer, because as you know, the longer I delay, my interest towards it will slowly start to decrease~ ;A;
I really really want this KHR fanfiction project to be completed before I leave for National Service, coz i know, after I come back from National Service, I no longer have the freedom and time to completely focus on my fanfiction.

Once again, I apologize whole-heartedly for delaying the publication date of chapter 5 until now~ I promise, I shall begin to work on it again from tomorrow onwards and try to finish 'em up within these few weeks' time~ >.<

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Well, I better be off now~
gotta sleep earlier tonite, coz i was sleep deprived last nite~ ;w;

this is your cosplay/Kuroshitsuji/KHR/yaoi fanatic blogger, Yukino.......


SIGNING OUT!!!!!

XOXO~

Ciao~~

(P.S: Though it's not raining now, but it's still freezing cold~ ;w; is it going to snow in Malaysia soon...? o.o)



Monday, January 24, 2011

24 Jan 2011: Greenlight for CNY photoshoot

||Mood||: Happeh!!!! Found myself a new song to love again ~

||Currently listening to||
> Amendment - Shiomaru @ Shio Yee (original song, tribute to "Shonen Onmyouji") [yeap, this is my new fave song~ :D)
> Glow - Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK
> Doubt & Trust - Access ("D-Gray Man" OP)
> Dear - Miku Hatsune
> Claire de Lune ~piano version~ - Debussy

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Hey there again~ :D
Currently still working on chapter 5 of my KHR fanfic project, which I hoped that I could finish up by 90% today (in which I failed to do so), but kinda ran out of ideas for it, so I decided to go refresh and relax my mind a little by browsing through some songs on YouTube and go blog surfing~ :D Been to countless blogs in less than an hour~ XD
Found a couple of really nice songs, like Shiomaru's latest song that she's uploaded on YouTube, "Amendment" which she's written as a tribute to one epicly awesome anime, "Shonen Onmyouji". The melody of the song is really, really beautiful. The type of melody that can melt right into your heart and touch your soul, capable of moving you to tears. The lyrics too. They are...wow, so meaningful. (currently set as my new lullaby..."Glow" too, of course~ |3)

I shall share the song and the lyrics tomorrow, kayz? Coz today's post shall be about cosplay photoshoot~ ^^
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Okay, so, remember about the Chinese New Year-themed cosplay photoshoot that I've mentioned in the below section of one of my previous posts?
Hoho, I've been dying to get a greenlight from my parents from two weeks ago.
I've been pretty nervous to get the permission from them since I began planning it, so it was a pretty hard time for me. Q_Q

Then today........
From God knows where, I asked for their permission to go for the photoshoot without even picking up any courage to do so. Only until after I've finished my sentence of question, then I've realized about it. At first, I was like, OH DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But then, they just asked where, when and how long will the shoot take. And after explaining to them on those details, they just told me to make sure that whatever that I said is true and just take care of myself.

PHEW!!!!!

Talk about having really strict parents.

They used to control me from hanging out with my friends.
And now, to see them actually agreeing on letting me go for cosplay photoshoots, I'm thinking that they've finally come to a realization that cosplay is something that I love to do, and at least I'm doing something non-hazardous (???) while I'm waiting for my SPM results to be announced.
Well, good to know that they're, although not encouraging, but at least they understand and they give me permission to do it as long as I don't go overboard on it.

(then again, looking at the situation now, there might be a tiny hint of possibility that I'll be going overboard on my future cosplay plans... ;_; think about Miku Cantarella...and Code Geass....OTL")

Still, good to know that this cosplay issue between my parents and I are finally on the right track. Both sides are happy with the decision, and no arguement or hatred required~ *w*

Now....this Saturday's photoshoot, organized by Fiona @ Rin, will be a Chinese New Year-themed photoshoot, set to be held in The Curve shopping mall from 9am-6pm. (I won't stay around for THAT long. Maybe I'll be heading back home at 3pm or so~ >.<)
So, if you have any plans to go to The Curve this Saturday, do keep an eye out for us!! ^^
I'll be as megane Miku again (had to be a megane Miku, coz my contact lenses, the one for my right eye, is TORN!!!!!!) and I will be wearing a red blouse, a flowery skirt, maybe my sis's green wedges heels and some CNY-ish hair decorations (RED RIBBONS!!!!! ^w^) Props shall be the backdrop (duh~~ >w>) and some CNY things like the CNY decorations and angpaus~

[speaking of angpau, I need to collect a lot of angpau money this year to compensate my cosplay budget, or else I'm gonna have to stick to 3 cheaper cosplay plans for this year~ QAQ]

Hurhurhurrrr, can't wait for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >W<

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All the thinking for my fanfiction has made my brain died yet once again for the night.

So I shall hit the sack earlier than usual for the night.

This is your Kuroshitsuji/KHR/cosplay/yaoi fanatic blogger, Yukino........

SIGNING OUT!!!


XOXO~


(P.S: Who here knows how to put on fake eyelashes?? ;w; I might be wearing one for the first time for this Saturday's shoot, and I'm scared that the lashes won't stay~~)

Sunday, January 23, 2011

23 Jan 2011 (2): My new favourite song~

||Mood||: Feeling a bit moody and sleepy at this hour coz my body have been used to me sleeping at earlier hours~

||Currently listening to||
> Glow - Miku Hatsune APPEND
> Cinta Sampai Disini - D'Masiv ("Alisa" OST)
> Doubt & Trust - Access ("D-Gray Man" OP)

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lol, I guess you could just decapitate my head and throw it into the portal in the last part of the "Amnesia: The Dark Descent" game instead of Agrippa's head coz I have absolutely nothing else to do right now, except to continue on my fanfiction, that is.

But, I just HAD to share this song with you, another very beautiful and well-written song by Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK. Though it is obvious that her vocals are of Miku's, but well, the only difference between Miku and Miku APPEND DARK is that additional APPEND DARK in the name~ :D

The song's called "Glow". This song is the song that you'll hear first when you open my blog. (yup, no more "Dear -music box version-" when you first step into my blog. But it's still in the lineup list of songs.)
From the beginning to the end, it's like a lullaby to me.

So soft.
 So gentle.
Just so beautiful.

The lyrics also is very touching and, yes, beautiful.
Whoever came up with the lyrics is one heck of a song-writer~ :D

Wanna listen to the song?
Well, here it is~

Title: Hatsune Miku "glow" with English and Romaji Sub
Song: "Glow" - Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK
Uploaded by: xxKMSakura
Illustration: 麺類子

As proved by the uploader of the video, the uploader mentioned in the video description that this song was ranked #1 in the Daily Vocaloid Ranking on its debut. So, well, it is proved that this song is just so beautiful. YOU HAVE GOT TO AGREE WITH ME ON THAT~ >8)

And these are the lyrics, romaji and english, to this song for you to sing along with and also to fully understand what does the song means.


GLOW
Singer: Miku Hatsune APPEND DARK
Producer: keeno

+ROMAJI LYRICS+

furi sosoida tsumetai ame aoi kizu wo tokashi tetta
itsuka miteta yuugure zora no sumikko de warau dareka ga ita


kizukanai uchi ni otona ni natte kirei na uso kuchi ni dekiru hodo
ironna itami wo oboe te kita kedo sore demo mata itainda


yuugure no namida ga desou na aka watashi no naka no kimi wo tokashi te shimae


watashi no karadajuu kimi no kizu ato de afure te iru kara mou susume nai yo
nee keshi te keshi te yo sou negatte ita noni
doushite kon'na ni kitsuku daki shime teru no?


kimi no koe ga tooku naru nomi komare souna aka
kitto kono mama kimi wo tokashi te yoru ni naru dake


awaku somaru yubisaki ni kobore ochi souna aka
watashi no naka no kimi wo ubatte shimau


chigire teku kumoma kara afure dasu namida
sukoshi zutsu nijimu kimi ni gyu tto shigami tsuita



+ENGLISH LYRICS+

The pouring, cold rain melted into blue scars.

Sometime while watching the evening sky, someone in the corner began to laugh.


Before I notice, I will become an adult, and my mouth will be able to produce beautiful lies.
I recall learning about various amounts of pain, but it still hurts.


The evening sky seems to be crying red tears, so please melt me into you.


In my body, because your scar has overflown, I can not advance anymore.
You know, even though I prayed to disappear,
why is it that I embraced you so tightly?


Your voice is so far, it seems I swallowed red.
Surely, just like this you melt into the night.


It seems to be red that has dyed and ran down my fingertip.
I take you into me.


When the clouds break off, the tears overflow.
I clung to you tightly as you blurred little by little.

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Now I bet that you're beginning to get hooked with this song like I am right now.
Hoho, have fun listening and indulging yourself into this song.
And don't worry, if you can't find the song or you're just lazy to go find for it, just come to my blog and you can listen to it~ ^^

while I try to download this song and put it into my cellphone. *w*

Wokayz, my brain can't tolerate it anymore.
I have to have my beauty sleep now~ QwQ
(Lol, I know, but maybe I'll just stick to continuing on my fanfic~)

So,
this is your cosplay/yaoi/Kuroshitsuji/KHR fanatic blogger, Yukino....


SIGNING OUT!!!!!!

XOXO,
SEE YA!!!!!!!!!!!!


(P.S: Now that I've finished with the gameplay, besides continuing on my fanfiction, i shall also continue in finish watching Katekyo Hitman Reborn. Lol, I know it's been ages since i said that, but heck, i dunno why i still haven't finished it. I'm left with 13 episodes now, so I guess I'll continue it tomorrow...? >w<)

23 Jan 2011: Of watching a horror game gameplay~

||Mood||: Feeling a bit spinny coz staring at monitor for too long for the past few days, but heck, I'm feeling much better now that I've finally finished watching the gameplay~ ^^ <3

||Currently listening to||
> Glow - Miku Hatsune APPEND
> Shiver - The GazettE ("Kuroshitsuji II" OP)
> Dear - Miku Hatsune

(had to listen to some ballad & rock songs to put my mood back on track~ ^^)

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Ohai, everyone!!!! ^^ <3
It's been a couple of days since I last updated my blog, coz I was quite...."hooked" with watching a gameplay of a new and particularly famous PC horror game, called.......

Amnesia: The Dark Descent

I know it's not like me to actually play or even watch gameplays of a horror game (especially something as mind-boggling & mind-murdering as "Amnesia: The Dark Descent" !!!!!!!!!!!) but somehow the story sparked my interest.
Apart from the long dark situation of the game, current appearances of the monsters and the long long long walking about in the castle in search for what is needed to move on, the game was pretty amazing overall.

So, for this post, I'm going to give you some informations on the game, which is the gameplay information, the story and also the characters in the game~ ^^

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|| GAMEPLAY INFORMATION ||

In a similar vein to the developer's previous games, Amnesia is an exploration-based adventure game played from a first-person perspective. The game retains the physical object interaction used in Penumbra, allowing for advanced physics based puzzles and interactions such as opening doors and fixing machinery.[5]

Amnesia does not give the player access to weapons, giving them no defense against the gruesome creatures that wander Brennenburg Castle. As such, the player must use their wits to escape and hide from the monsters until they lose interest in finding the player. However, monsters are very capable of tearing down doors in their path and kicking obstacles out of the way. Players can also choose to hide in the shadows at the cost of slowly losing their sanity. Another thing Daniel can do is barricade doors with rocks, chairs, and other obstacles. But the monsters do move very quickly when alerted, so the player has to be quick.

Separate from the player's health bar is an indication of the character's sanity. Being in darkness too long, witnessing unsettling events, or staring at the monsters for too long will reduce the character's sanity. As the sanity level decreases, visual and auditory hallucinations start to occur and the player is noticed by monsters more easily. Using tinderboxes to light candles and other light sources, as well as a lantern found near the beginning of the game, the player can stop their sanity from draining. However, the number of tinderboxes is limited, and the lantern cannot be used when the oil is depleted. This forces the player to find a balance between the amount of time they spend in light and shadow. Sanity is restored to full once the player completes an objective or progresses the game's story. It may also be restored by staying in the shadows until the player character passes out, but this makes him extremely vulnerable to any nearby monsters.

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|| STORY OF "AMNESIA: THE DARK DESCENT" ||

[WARNING: CONTAINS TOTAL SPOILERS. XD]

Set in the year 1839, the game casts the player in the role of Daniel, a young man from London, who awakens in the dark halls of the Prussian Brennenburg Castle with little to no memory about himself or his past. All he can remember is his name, that he lives in Mayfair and that something is hunting him.


Daniel's situation and additional information about the backstory is found through diary entries and notes that the player can find during their journey, and flashbacks as Daniel recalls old memories of the castle. Shortly after waking, Daniel finds a note written by himself that explains how he purposely made himself forget his past, for reasons yet unknown. The note urges Daniel to descend into the castle's Inner Sanctum and murder a man named Alexander, the baron of the castle. The note gives a final warning that a "living nightmare" is chasing him, and Daniel must escape it for as long as he can. As he travels Brennenburg, he is also chased by terrifying, deformed monsters that hunt him down and try to murder him. They are not of the Shadow's creation though.

Daniel decides to follow his former self's advice and explores the castle halls to descend to the Inner Sanctum. As he explores, Daniel occasionally finds a fleshy substance growing on the walls and doors, a sign of the "nightmare" getting closer and closer. Through the diary entries scattered around the rooms, the cause of the castle's fall into ruin begins to become clear. Before his arrival at the castle, Daniel went on an archaeological expedition to Africa with his friend and colleague Professor Herbert in order to research an ancient burial chamber. Whilst there, Daniel encountered a large underground chamber during a dig, much older than the one they had expected to find based on their research. A sudden collapse of stone trapped Daniel inside the chamber where he began to suffocate, but also experienced a strange vision of a glowing blue sphere of light. Attempting to grab it, he suddenly blacked out and woke up being rescued by Arab diggers with the pieces to an ancient Orb in his hands.

Daniel returned to England at the request of Herbert and attempted to fit the pieces together but was puzzled to find out that they did not fit together. Stranger still, the pieces appeared to be changing shape and texture. To find out more, Daniel visited famed geologist Sir William Smith. The geologist was unsure of what was causing the changes, and assumed it was just a natural occurrence. Later, Daniel received a letter about the fate of the expedition he left behind and it was revealed that only the empty campsite was found. Herbert and his men had vanished and the lone survivor, who was grievously injured, kept rambling about something hunting down the expedition. Some of Herbert's journals were sent back to England and Daniel picked them up. Herbert claimed to have descended into the ancient chamber and retrieved the Orb himself, making it impossible for Daniel to have the fragments.

Daniel continues to explore Brennenburg Castle and is soon hunted by disturbing, nightmarish mutilated creatures as well as the "Shadow". He also begins to experience visions of the events in the castle's past, including what Alexander, his target, had done in many of the chambers. Daniel is shocked to realize Alexander had been performing inhumane experiments on animals in order to find "vitae", a substance he saw as essential for some sort of mystical ritual. He is also shown to be ruthless, even going as far as to poison and kill his own men to prevent them telling the outside world what he had been doing inside the castle. It is also hinted at that the monstrosities that chase Daniel may have created through their experimentation. Daniel also experiences flashback visions of him and Alexander talking to one another, presumably on their way to the Inner Sanctum. Daniel continues his journey down into the depths of the castle through the use of Alexander's elevator, which takes him down into the underground prison area of the castle.

Further diary entries show that despite being haunted by nightmares every night, Daniel was able to reassemble the Orb after one such dream told him it could be done. The object fitted together without any adhesive and now sat in Daniel's drawing room in a complete form. Daniel went to Herbert's university to get some answers about the relic, and saw Professor Taylor to find out more. He learned that the Orbs appeared to have left a mark on English culture, even inspiring royal symbology. The Orbs had, supposedly, originally been wielded by priests. On his way out, he overheard a conversation from which he learned that William Smith had been killed only a fortnight after Daniel spoke to him. Through more flashbacks, Daniel learns he went to see Dr. Tate about his nightmares, but was not able to get a diagnosis. Days later, both Professor Taylor and Dr. Tate were killed in horrific ways, and convinced Daniel that he was somehow to blame for their deaths. Thinking he would be next, Daniel tried contacting many names in Herbert's address book and received a cryptic response from a baron in Prussia who claimed he could protect him from some unknown force. The letter was signed 'Alexander' and urged Daniel to come to Brennenburg Castle immediately.

Once at the castle, Daniel began to assist Alexander in various tasks designed to keep the living nightmare away from him. Revealed to be a Guardian of the Orb, the "Shadow" would not take long to arrive. During this time, Daniel also allowed Alexander to use his Orb in their attempted rituals to banish the Shadow later on. On a tour of the castle, Alexander revealed not only Brennenburg's function as a prison, but also that the inmates would be used in arcane rituals needed to save Daniel. The Shadow began to draw even closer, until finally the partial failure of a ritual allowed it into the castle. Panicking, Daniel told Alexander he would do whatever it took to survive and unwittingly played right into the baron's hands.

Back in the current time-line, close to the Inner Sanctum, Daniel meets an old frail man chained to the wall near the castle's laboratory. The man is Agrippa, a friend of Alexander's, who helped him gain knowledge of the Orb's powers many years ago. His consciousness is now trapped in a dead husk so that Alexander may use him as a source of information. Agrippa asks Daniel to create a concoction to set him free from his body and stop Alexander from using the Orbs. Searching for ingredients, Daniel finds himself in a part of the castle littered with gruesome torture rooms. Through flashbacks and more diary entries, it becomes clear Daniel chose to lose his memories in order to forget the atrocities he committed.

Alexander began telling Daniel about different methods of extracting vitae from the prisoners [whom Alexander claims are murderers and vile men, but it is suggested that many were not] down in the castle depths, claiming the process would keep the Shadow away from him. Daniel followed him without question because of his increasing desperation and helped to perform gruesome rituals on the prisoners using various methods of torture, thinking that he would save himself through the process. Using such items as an iron maiden and a brass bull, Daniel ended up becoming the very thing he was killing and even went as far as to kidnap local villagers and children from outside the castle to use for the rituals. Consumed by grief, regret and disgust at his actions, Daniel drank a memory-destroying Amnesia tonic to have a fresh start and fix what he had done. He realized that Alexander had manipulated him in order to obtain the Orb to achieve his goal and swore that the baron would die for his actions, leading to the events at the start of the game.

As he progresses, Daniel is attacked by a monster and is locked up in one of the castle prison cells. He hears Alexander speaking to him telepathically, thanking him for his role in everything and for keeping the Shadow away from the baron. At this point, it is possible to end the game- Alexander asks Daniel to wait in the cell and let the shadow consume him, and it is possible to do just that. The cell will fill with the fleshy substance, Daniel will hear the voices of the people he's tortured, and then the shadow will kill him. If Daniel manages to escape, he will be able to return to the laboratory and find that the Shadow's influence has grown over absolutely everything. Agrippa asks Daniel for the potion. If the player has found the ingredients, then the potion can be made in the lab and fed to Agrippa. The old man then asks that his head be cut off and taken with Daniel to stop Alexander and get into a "portal" before he does. If the player did not find the ingredients, then Daniel enters the Inner Sanctum alone. He uses the power of his own Orb to open the way and goes to complete his objective.

Inside the massive chamber, Daniel finds Alexander floating naked in midair, engulfed by a blue-glow. Surrounding the Orb are three fragile pillars that are feeding blue-hued energy to it in order to complete the ritual. Alexander thanks Daniel once again and rants about how he can finally return "home" once again. Three possible endings to the game can happen at this point.

If the player chooses to knock over the pillars, then the ritual fails. Alexander screams as his body disintegrates, and Daniel leaves the chamber. The Shadow's influence is assumed to be gone through his redeeming actions, and the game ends with Daniel leaving Brennenburg Castle behind with a guilt-free conscience.

If the player does nothing at first, the portal Alexander wants to open appears and he begins to float towards it, leaving Daniel to face the Shadow alone. If the player uses Agrippa's head on the portal, then the ritual will be completed before Alexander can get through, resulting in his death. Daniel is seemingly killed by the Shadow but wakes up in darkness with small blue lights visible in the distance. The voice of Agrippa assures him everything is going to be all right and the game ends.

The third possible ending occurs if the player does nothing at all, either not having Agrippa's head to use in the portal, or choosing not to use it. As Alexander enters the portal, The Shadow and the souls of the tortured consume Daniel, killing him.

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|| CHARACTERS & MONSTERS ||

Daniel - The main protagonist of the game. Apart from his English nationality, not much is known of him except for the diary pages that suggest that he is an archaeologist, his sister Hazel had a sickness growing up, and his father was an artisan who beat him. In the African desert on an expedition with his friend Herbert, Daniel discovered a tomb containing the mysterious Orb. From then on, a "shadow" had been hunting him, killing almost everyone he had contact with. He sought the help and refuge of Alexander of Brennenburg. Alexander told Daniel that he could ward off the Shadow only with the use of mystical vitae extracted from tortured prisoners. Desperate to escape the Shadow, Daniel complied, convincing himself that his victims were worthless criminals who deserved no better. After Alexander abandons him, Daniel swears revenge and, suddenly filled with remorse over his deeds, drinks the Amnesia mixture at the start of the game to purge his horrible memories and seek redemption.


Alexander of Brennenburg - The main antagonist of the game. Alexander is a being who has been masquerading as a succession of Prussian barons during his centuries-long life. He gathered as many of the Orbs as he could find in hopes of opening a portal, possibly to reunite with his long dead wife or to his original homeland/world. He tortured captured victims to extract a mystical "vitae" from them, with which to perform mystical rituals in order to achieve this goal. Alexander displays a sociopathic level of remorselessness and manipulativeness. He manipulated Daniel into helping him with his horrific experiments, promising him protection from the Shadow in return. However, as soon as Daniel's work was complete, Alexander sealed himself in his Inner Sanctum and abandoned Daniel. It is worth noting that he is not a completely evil character; in his notes he expresses some remorse for Daniel's corruption and of the things he has done.

Heinrich Cornelius Agrippa - The infamous occult writer and supposed magician. Not much is known about his relationship with Alexander, aside from the fact that they were working together and researching the Orbs. Alexander keeps him imprisoned in a dead husk of a body so that he could use his knowledge to perform rituals involving the Orbs.

The Shadow - An unseen force that is hunting Daniel. Its sole purpose is to guard the Orb that Daniel took from the burial chamber and has killed numerous people to achieve that end. While it is not seen as a physical being, it is described as a huge sluggish mass of darkness and leaves behind a fleshy damaging substance over anything it touches. One note hypothesizes that it is the will of the universe seeking to catch up with and contain the unnatural force of the Orb itself, but this might only have been colorful speculation.

The Gatherers - The main enemies of the game. They are Alexander's servants who became victims of the Shadow, and are seen as monstrous humanoids with deformed facial and bodily features. These enemies come in two variations, Grunts and Brutes, and patrol parts of Brennenburg Castle, attacking Daniel if sighted. Since Daniel is weaponless, they cannot be killed and have to be avoided. Grunts are horrifyingly disfigured monstrosities which have had their hands cut off and replaced with iron claws. They appear to have had their lower jaw severed, and it now flops out over their chest. Brutes are malformed humanoids wearing overalls and with Frankenstein-esque bolts and nails jutting out of their flesh. They attack with a blade on an iron pole sticking out of their arm. An interesting note on the possible origin of the Gatherers can be found in the Cellar, where a flashback Daniel has depicts a group of Alexander's men having horrific bodily reactions to wine they consumed, saying things such as "I feel like my chest is going to burst!". One Particular note, however, states that they are deserters of the Thirty Years' War, who got lost in the forests around Brennenburg, forced to forever haunt it, dragging with them anyone unlucky enough to venture in.

The Water Lurkers - These enemies only appear in areas of the castle filled with water. They are completely invisible to Daniel and their position can only be identified by the splashes they make in the water. If Daniel stays in the water for too long the monsters will give chase and attack him. The only way to avoid them is by staying out of the water and maneuvering using objects such as floating crates or pieces of wood. The monsters can be distracted if Daniel throws a piece of human flesh into the water, which they will voraciously feed on. During this time Daniel can sneak away from the monster's line of sight. As with the other enemies of the game, there is no way to attack the water lurkers and thus Daniel must attempt to avoid them at all costs. A note discovered near the end of the game names the creatures as "Kaernk". When rearranged, these letters also spell "Kraken", although probably done on purpose, there is no specific reason stated as to why.

If a monster spots Daniel, it will chase him until he's out of sight. If Daniel gets out of their line of sight they will proceed to search for Daniel for a time, but will eventually leave and vanish. At several points in the game, they are required to advance, as they will tear down a problematic obstacle in their path.

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Haha, I guess that's basically the FULL information of the game.
And this is my review on the game based on the gameplay that I've watched:

The player, upsignerman (his YouTube user's name), is a particularly a very very funny player. Coz he constantly randomly picks up some stuffs, like chairs, boxes etc. and randomly throws them into another direction, out of the window, down a well, down from a stairs and just......anywhere~ XD
And I find that he's really good at figuring out how to solve puzzles and also how to walk in the dark without the aid of his oil lantern. Yesh, he constantly runs out of oil and always walk in the dark...I admire that~ XD I bet if I was the one playing it, I can never know where the hell am I walking and maybe just walk down and into the well and fall fall fall. And oh, he knows where to walk to, despite the extreme darkness~ o.o

The game is really scary coz you can never expect when will the monster will pop out in front of you. If it does, all you got to do is run, run, run, hide, run, hide and more running. If you escape, you're lucky. But if you can't get away from that (especially the cruel and crazy Brute) then, sayonara to your life. Hurhurhurrr~~~
and, whoa, the one that scared the lights out of me is the invisible monster that is in the parts of the castle that is lowly submerged with water. It's invisible, and you HAVE to know where it is to escape it. And if you are careless, then you'll be killed by it. Ridiculously scary especially if your timing is out of track and you are unable to run away in time from it. Hohohooooo~~ once you fail to run away from them, then you're dead.
But, if you ARE dead, the game still starts from the point where you died. So it's pretty okay considering that you don't have to start all over again and wasting more of your precious time.

One part of the castle that I really like is the Back Hall. Coz when the player first enters, they are greeted with a calm and relaxin background music, which was played at the end of the game as well.

All in all, I think this game really successfully freaks people out.

*Salutes Frictional Games*

but, somehow, after watching it all finish, I'm glad that I've finished it and I was, amazingly, less scared of it. Well, thanx to non-stop-marathon watching all 42 parts of it~ XD

If you are interested in watching the gameplay due to lack of courage to actually play the game, then start off with part one:

Title: Amnesia: The Dark Descent Playthrough [1/42] - Old Archives
Uploader: upsignerman

Start with this one and work your way through the next part and all. ^^ <3

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Well, that's about it naa~ :D

I'm still a bit traumatic of the game due to it's constant darkness and also plenty of unexpected surprises, but I'm pretty okay now. But, it WILL take me some time before I can pick up myself to continue watching more gameplays of horror games. ^^

So, now that I'm done with the gameplay, I can finally resume to my usual life. Yayyy~ :D

Til then,

this is your cosplay/KHR/Kuroshitsuji/yaoi fanatic blogger, Yukino...

SIGNING OUT!!!!!!!!!!

XOXO,
SEE YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


(P.S: Now that I'm done with the gameplay, I shall now FINALLY resume on my fanfic project. Lol, I've ditched it for as long as I was still watching the gameplay~ ;w; I have to finish up chapter 5 quick, coz I've already postponed the publication due date for close to one month now~ QWQ)



Friday, November 12, 2010

12 November 2010: Begin the final countdown.......

Currently listening to:
> Save the One, Save the All - T.M Revolution ("Bleach The Movie 4: Hell Arc" OST)
> Only Girl in the World - Rihanna

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Well, this day finally arrived.
It's 10 days from today.
10 days later, on 23 November 2010, all us form 5 students will face the biggest challenge yet.
The SPM examinations.

I know. It's something that we can't avoid for the sake of our future.
But.....
I can't think of how my results will be. Will I still fail my addmaths in the real thing?
Or miraculously pass? Or better, getting an A for it?

I don't know.

But I know everything will turn out okay.

HOPEFULLY.
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Well, as we all know it, everyone who is able to go to Anime Festival Asia this year is so damn lucky!!!
I've gone through Danny Choo's blog, and hell, the line up of special guests are so....WOW!!!!!!!!!!
It's really awesome!!
It's really going to be a star-studded event!!!
Imagine~
Scandal, AKB48, Aira, Alodia, Kaname, May'n, Mizuki Ichiro, Jam Project, Milky Holmes & Angela.
FOR AFAX!!!!!!!
I'm soooooo jealous for those who are going for AFA!!!! DX
I wanna go too!!!

But....
well...
sacrifices should be made for the sake of my SPM exams.

Missing this year's AFA doesn't mean that I can't attend next year's one, right?
besides, rumours have been going around that next year's AFA is going to be held here in Malaysia!!!!
Hopefully that rumour is true~
coz I really want that to happen~ >.<

By the way, this is the post from Danny Choo's blog about the preview of AFAX.
Check it out!!!

Link:
http://www.figure.fm/post/en/18802/AFAX+Anime+Festival+Asia+2010+Preview.html
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By the way, for those who are up to date with my fanfiction blog, just wanna inform that I'm currently drafting chapter four on papers now, so that I can keep things in mind and not forget about the main storyline and how to friggin connect one chapter to another according to the title of each chapter.

As usual, I would like to remind you avid readers that I shall be back actively to proceed on my story as soon as my SPM exams are over. Give me one month's time...?
XD
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Well, I'm having a stomach ache and I have a day full of things to do tomorrow, so I gotta now~

this is your cosplay/KHR/Fairy Tail/yaoi fanatic blogger, Yukino...

SIGNING OUT!!!!!



SEE YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Friday, November 5, 2010

05 November 2010~: The day~~

Currently listening to:
> Save The One, Save The All - T.M.Revolution ("Bleach Movie 4: The Hell Arc" OST)
> Someone's Watching Over Me - Hilary Duff
> The Getaway - Hilary Duff
> Who's That Girl? - Hilary Duff
> Fairy Tail Main Theme
> Tienohra - Peha
> Shiver - The GazettE ("Kuroshitsuji II" OP)

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Well, honestly, there's nothing much I did today~
Although it was Deepavali today, but...well....didn't exactly felt the Deepavali spirit around. :(

My dad did brought us out to Bentong today though. For me it was kinda like a trip to help me calm down and release my stress that I'm facing due to SPM. Been a hell of a ride through stressdom these days~ DX;;;
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Tomorrow we're going to one of my dad's friend's house for Deepavali open house though~ :3
I was really looking forward for this day coz I really really wanna eat more murukus~ (the muruku jar in my house is already empty, for goodness sake~ XD)
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Hmm....I don't know why, but somehow realize that I don't really have anything to update about except ranting about my stress for SPM. Hell, it's only 18 days left!!!!! Q_Q
Kick myself into serious study mode after this. I can't afford to fail any subjects AT ALL!!! Not even addmaths!!! If I fail, I'm gonna make my dad look bad~ :'(
I really really wanna get straight As~ but at this point, I don't think it's possible... .__.
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Well, I'd better finish up chapter three of "On the Road to the Catena Inheritance Battle". And maybe start a bit of chapter 4~~ really wanna rush up as much as I can before SPM starts~ :3


This is your Fairy Tail/KHR/Kuroshitsuji/yaoi/cosplay fanatic blogger, Yukino...

SIGNING OUT!!!


SEE YAA!!!!!!!!!!!